Sadly I agree however you never know you may hear from him again. Sometimes time changes things. For now move forward with your new spiritual awareness and the universe may bring you the right companion.I got his number at least but he said something quite painful even if it wasn't deliberate. I asked if when I came to the state he's going to live, if he wanted to have a drink, cause I go there about once a year. And he told me that there's a girl who will be moving there, a coworker of ours, who will be moving closer to where he will live. I feel that he said that to sort of tell me, I'm not interested in you, I'm interested in her.