I was born on the same day as my great grandmother's son Gerald who died at 26. He was a political activist and the FBI came after him trying to frame him after kent state but they failed. I am a political activist as well and have long hair like him. Apparently we act very similar and I love my great grandmother. She is still alive we have a young family.
When I was very young I was OBSESSED with WW2. I knew every vehicle every nation used. Especially USSR, USA, Japan, Nazi Germany. When I was a little kid I would write poems about "our great leader hitler". I stopped doing that as I got older. I was very pro-war, pro conservative, evangelical brainwashed, then I met a ex special forces soldier who opened my mind to reality and now I am anti-nazi, anti-war, anti-nationalism, anti-division. As well my wife's great grandparents were nazis who moved from Germany and still admired his war medals. He kept the fact he was a nazi a secret. Now me and my wife both possibly nazi ancestors, as well as Native American and Hispanic ancestors we are vehemently anti nazi. I worked so hard exposing local violent nazi murderers that I was targeted by them and framed. Similar to how the FBI tried to frame my great uncle.
I don't think any of this is coincidence. I am extremely tactical almost like a nazi officer would be. But I am a lover and dedicated myself to fighting fascism and exploitation of the weak. I still am obsessed with tacticians and history. But I learn the lessons and I have a vision of humanity that involves peace for all and prosperity.... Even if I am killed for speaking the truth and exposing racist pedophile demonic politicians I will know the price is my life to educate the masses and that is truly worth it.
They will never force me to stop I will have to be killed to stop me from speaking the truth and rallying the good in the world to organize against evil.
We are not outnumbered we are just out organized.
When I was a little kid all the other kids would be playing at recess and I would be studying the weapons of death used in WW2. Tactics. People. Vehicles. Events. Equipment. It was very stimulating and put me into a mode of functioning unique. I would get a certain feeling in my brain and body studying these things. Even now perhaps it's because I have a medical background I can withstand gore with no problems. People being blown to bits no problem. But there is certain things that just cut me to the core.
As for my tarot readings in regards to past lives it says I have had some. It talked about mainly my Indian ancestry probably because they were the most spiritually advanced.
I just don't understand how a little kid can draw pictures and write poems about hitler, very strange. And that it just came to me. I remember writing it and it felt natural now I felt disturbed by it and threw away the poem... Ashamed of it.