Sorry in advance for the long post.
So this has happened maybe 5 or 6 times in the past month, when I close my eyes to go to sleep and once when I was meditating I see what appears to be a light. It goes away the moment I open my eyes. The best way to explain how the light looks is like someone shining a dull flashlight at your eyes when they are shut. You can't see the light but you can tell that there is a source of light there. My bedroom is completely dark, no lights and I have blackout curtains. No light is entering my room that I can explain. I have talked to my doctor about it and they checked my eyes, did a scan to see if it was something in my brain, but they said I am fine. I have debunked every possible thing I can think of. I have a theory as to what it might be but just am not sure I have enough evidence to say that is what it is. But the recent amount of strange things going on in my house the past month are making me believe I may be right.
Now my theory doesn't feel solid to me. I have only ever seen actual apparitions of spirits a hand full times, not enough to say it's common but enough to know one when I see it. Which is why I feel this theory is shaky to say the least. But it's the only one I have. In the past when I have seen apparitions they have this like hazy glow about them that emanates a soft light. Now my theory is that is what I am seeing is the glow and light the apparition gives but my eyes are shut so I am not physically seeing them. Just the light through my closed eyes. The only thing that I feel uneasy about is I haven't seen anything when I open my eyes, I don't even get the feeling I usually do when there is something around. Which is also why the recent activity in my house is making me so uneasy too. I can't feel anything unusual in the house just weird things happening.
So the activity seems to be focused only towards me, which isn't that uncommon. It usually is. It started with lights I know I turned off being turned on, I wrote it off as I live in an older home. Especially because I hadn't felt anything to make me feel it was anything other than normal weird house things. Then I began to notice that the batteries to things were dying faster than normal. Especially my phone and lap top, two thing I always have. I had them both checked and nothing unusual, not even they are getting old and the battery isn't as good as it once was. The guy who usually checks all my tech stuff said he had no explanation. That was when I stared taking a more serious notice at what was going on. And like I thought the activity seemed to have gotten worse the more attention I gave it. So I decided to sage the house, focusing on the areas I spend most of my time. And ignore any and all activity. The activity toned down for a day or two and then I started noticing weird things. Not like physical activity but weird little "coincidences" such as I keep seeing 1's 5's repeating. Which I know 1's are usually seen at the beginning of spiritual journeys, and 5's usually mean change is coming. I am seeing it everywhere in the house. And just in the house when I go places I never see the numbers repeating. Lights flicker slightly when I go in a room. I also have been having uncontrollable deja vu. It lasts for anywhere between 15 minutes to almost an hour. Even my thoughts during it feel like deja vu which is not common for me. I have been dealing with a lot of deja vu for a while now but this month alone has been crazy.
The last thing that has been happening is actually starting to really creep me out. And it all revolves around my cat. It started with her refusing to go into our den which is where I spend a lot of my time. Then was my office and now she refuses to go in my room, she actually will walk out of her way to avoid it. But she doesn't avoid me though, just the rooms I spend most of my time. Then I noticed when I am around her she death stares at at the walls, ceiling and ground. She darts her head back and forth as if she is tracking something. From what I have heard and experienced animals especially cats are very sensitive. So I do think she is sensing and seeing something that is clearly blocking me from seeing and feeling it. I have never had activity happen where I couldn't sense or feel that there was something there. It almost feels like whatever this is, is blocking or shielding me from connecting or sensing what it is. I don't know what is going on.
I do want to know from the empaths, and those with gifts on here, have you ever experienced something shielding or blocking you from sensing it? I have met people who can shield themselves from me but never entities.
Also has anyone experienced or have knowledge about seeing lights?
So this has happened maybe 5 or 6 times in the past month, when I close my eyes to go to sleep and once when I was meditating I see what appears to be a light. It goes away the moment I open my eyes. The best way to explain how the light looks is like someone shining a dull flashlight at your eyes when they are shut. You can't see the light but you can tell that there is a source of light there. My bedroom is completely dark, no lights and I have blackout curtains. No light is entering my room that I can explain. I have talked to my doctor about it and they checked my eyes, did a scan to see if it was something in my brain, but they said I am fine. I have debunked every possible thing I can think of. I have a theory as to what it might be but just am not sure I have enough evidence to say that is what it is. But the recent amount of strange things going on in my house the past month are making me believe I may be right.
Now my theory doesn't feel solid to me. I have only ever seen actual apparitions of spirits a hand full times, not enough to say it's common but enough to know one when I see it. Which is why I feel this theory is shaky to say the least. But it's the only one I have. In the past when I have seen apparitions they have this like hazy glow about them that emanates a soft light. Now my theory is that is what I am seeing is the glow and light the apparition gives but my eyes are shut so I am not physically seeing them. Just the light through my closed eyes. The only thing that I feel uneasy about is I haven't seen anything when I open my eyes, I don't even get the feeling I usually do when there is something around. Which is also why the recent activity in my house is making me so uneasy too. I can't feel anything unusual in the house just weird things happening.
So the activity seems to be focused only towards me, which isn't that uncommon. It usually is. It started with lights I know I turned off being turned on, I wrote it off as I live in an older home. Especially because I hadn't felt anything to make me feel it was anything other than normal weird house things. Then I began to notice that the batteries to things were dying faster than normal. Especially my phone and lap top, two thing I always have. I had them both checked and nothing unusual, not even they are getting old and the battery isn't as good as it once was. The guy who usually checks all my tech stuff said he had no explanation. That was when I stared taking a more serious notice at what was going on. And like I thought the activity seemed to have gotten worse the more attention I gave it. So I decided to sage the house, focusing on the areas I spend most of my time. And ignore any and all activity. The activity toned down for a day or two and then I started noticing weird things. Not like physical activity but weird little "coincidences" such as I keep seeing 1's 5's repeating. Which I know 1's are usually seen at the beginning of spiritual journeys, and 5's usually mean change is coming. I am seeing it everywhere in the house. And just in the house when I go places I never see the numbers repeating. Lights flicker slightly when I go in a room. I also have been having uncontrollable deja vu. It lasts for anywhere between 15 minutes to almost an hour. Even my thoughts during it feel like deja vu which is not common for me. I have been dealing with a lot of deja vu for a while now but this month alone has been crazy.
The last thing that has been happening is actually starting to really creep me out. And it all revolves around my cat. It started with her refusing to go into our den which is where I spend a lot of my time. Then was my office and now she refuses to go in my room, she actually will walk out of her way to avoid it. But she doesn't avoid me though, just the rooms I spend most of my time. Then I noticed when I am around her she death stares at at the walls, ceiling and ground. She darts her head back and forth as if she is tracking something. From what I have heard and experienced animals especially cats are very sensitive. So I do think she is sensing and seeing something that is clearly blocking me from seeing and feeling it. I have never had activity happen where I couldn't sense or feel that there was something there. It almost feels like whatever this is, is blocking or shielding me from connecting or sensing what it is. I don't know what is going on.
I do want to know from the empaths, and those with gifts on here, have you ever experienced something shielding or blocking you from sensing it? I have met people who can shield themselves from me but never entities.
Also has anyone experienced or have knowledge about seeing lights?