Hello there..well I'm new to the forum here but Im glad I found because have a few questions about some things. But it's like...who or where do you ask THESE kind of questions?ya know.. So a few months ago I was searching for paranormal/UFO podcasts and came across Bob's podcast n started listening. After listening to one of his shows about OBE's it made me remember n start thinking about my own experience, or experiences should say. (Guess I tried to forget about n block it out..unsuccessfully apparently)
Okay, so the first time I had an OBE was in my teens. Of course I had no clue back then as to what was happening to me, so naturally I was so terrified?! What the heck just happened to me? And it's not like I could go run n talk to my parents about it..what would I even say?,"uh mom..dad..last night I was floating around the house..." Sounds crazy to me still but that's exactly what happened. My body felt paralyzed n I could see myself just as I would if I was laying in my bed..saw my legs my room,ect. Tried to cry out but no sound would come out no matter how hard I tried..the same with trying to move my arms..just could not move(which is scary enough) but then I started to feel my body floating up towards the ceiling and I couldn't get down.
I was panicking and then it just stopped all of a sudden.. I felt like I hit my bed falling.. Ok that was really weird but I just thought I had a really intense lucid dream or something, but then it happened again and again.. I can remember about a handful of times this was happened. I didn't know what was happening to me so I just prayed and prayed and prayed for it to stop and it did.
So cut to years later ( I'm 34 now) actually living back at my parents for the past year and a half..about five months ago I had another experience, but this time was very different to say the least. I'm still confused about and was possibly in denial over...and a bit embarrassed and ashamed. Uuugh, but if I don't say something I'll just keep thinking about...okay so I was sleeping in my old bedroom and you know when it's almost time for you to wake up but ur still laying there half asleep n half dreaming( I've always felt I have very lucid dreams when I sleep in my old bedroom for some reason..tho it could all be in my head)... well I was laying there half asleep I start to feel like alil stimulation on my genital area..but I think I'm dreaming so I ignore it..but doesn't stop.
I think I try n wake up more or something but I realize I am awake and I also feel like I'm floating again but this time I'm not scared and panicking. I stayed like that (felt paralyzed still but not scared) and continued to feel stimulated..so much that I'm embarrassed to say I liked it. Omgoshness! What was that?What happened to me?!! I've read about OBE's but also have heard about sucubas coming in at night n sexually assaulting ppl..very terrifying to think about. But I just don't know what to think..So listening to Bob's podcast the other night reminded me of the questions I've had..and found this place in turn so hopefully I can find some kind of peace about my experience. I would appreciate anyone's feedback or info about this.
Ceci
Okay, so the first time I had an OBE was in my teens. Of course I had no clue back then as to what was happening to me, so naturally I was so terrified?! What the heck just happened to me? And it's not like I could go run n talk to my parents about it..what would I even say?,"uh mom..dad..last night I was floating around the house..." Sounds crazy to me still but that's exactly what happened. My body felt paralyzed n I could see myself just as I would if I was laying in my bed..saw my legs my room,ect. Tried to cry out but no sound would come out no matter how hard I tried..the same with trying to move my arms..just could not move(which is scary enough) but then I started to feel my body floating up towards the ceiling and I couldn't get down.
I was panicking and then it just stopped all of a sudden.. I felt like I hit my bed falling.. Ok that was really weird but I just thought I had a really intense lucid dream or something, but then it happened again and again.. I can remember about a handful of times this was happened. I didn't know what was happening to me so I just prayed and prayed and prayed for it to stop and it did.
So cut to years later ( I'm 34 now) actually living back at my parents for the past year and a half..about five months ago I had another experience, but this time was very different to say the least. I'm still confused about and was possibly in denial over...and a bit embarrassed and ashamed. Uuugh, but if I don't say something I'll just keep thinking about...okay so I was sleeping in my old bedroom and you know when it's almost time for you to wake up but ur still laying there half asleep n half dreaming( I've always felt I have very lucid dreams when I sleep in my old bedroom for some reason..tho it could all be in my head)... well I was laying there half asleep I start to feel like alil stimulation on my genital area..but I think I'm dreaming so I ignore it..but doesn't stop.
I think I try n wake up more or something but I realize I am awake and I also feel like I'm floating again but this time I'm not scared and panicking. I stayed like that (felt paralyzed still but not scared) and continued to feel stimulated..so much that I'm embarrassed to say I liked it. Omgoshness! What was that?What happened to me?!! I've read about OBE's but also have heard about sucubas coming in at night n sexually assaulting ppl..very terrifying to think about. But I just don't know what to think..So listening to Bob's podcast the other night reminded me of the questions I've had..and found this place in turn so hopefully I can find some kind of peace about my experience. I would appreciate anyone's feedback or info about this.
Ceci