I am still here and still rewinding thoughts to the beginning - when I can maybe make some kind of sense...
Until then, I was reminded of how my Shields can not be seen, nor sensed to well, nor traced (if done right) by most - Garnet
... lolol - and I may be mis-understood as disrespectful, uncaring, or unfeeling, or a downright cold hearted bi*(*.
I came to give my hand to heart - this is not the case. I hate this evil, tainted, un-necessary, anti-Creation... !$(UR"*&*(*(!!###$!! virus soooooo much - so so much... and I grieve every single life ripped from us by this act of perversion manifested. Every one... and there are millions more suffering side-effects - that rip the Spirit into tattered ribbons - unseen by my eyes but one... but that One proves the existence of the myriad.
I fight the only way I can against this blasphemy - through cold hard rage turned to Light, humour, distraction, and shelter - for The Children