Hi
Im new here and english is not my native language so sorry some errors andvance. This is first good web site i Googled about to my experience.
This thing is happened to me few times over the years and dont even remembering those but now it happend again last night and im so freaked out that i had to Google this and find something.
So, last night i was on my bed (bed is placed a way that only access is one side) just trying to sleep, backside. Not long i felt and heard like someone sat next to me and of course i open my eyes and nothing. After that i turn to my right side, face to side that i come to bed and felt and heard that presure. Just like 10s after that i feel it again but like something sat and then get lying next to me. I was so terrified that i cant even put that in words, shacking and heart pumping like crazy. I didint even dare to open my eyes, just trying to thing something else but also same time i feel like you know someone is stare at you like 20cm away fear was totaly paralyzed me. Almost same time i feel my pillow is pressed front my face, i dont know, like "it" wanted to expose my face more from pillow or something? Must admit that at this point i was going to break crying. Pillow pressing stopped and i dont know did it notice my state cause i starting to feel my head like small hand ( i have thick hair so hard to say more) comforting me. Short after "it" started comforting me i felt such a feeling that closest thing i can get in my mind is time when i was knee surgery and pumpend meds in at surgery room, relaxed and mild euphoric. Not long when i was relaxed felt that bed side pumped up again and i thought "it" left.
Think you all know how well i slept after that.. Went few hours i even dare to go wc. But at the end i got some sleep and now, at day, i dont have any theory what that was about. I think this is 4th time "this kind" of thing happened to me and last time was so many years ago that i was almost forgot these Incidents. Wondering that sleep paralysis but i was not even that tired when i went to sleep and this episode started very soon after i entered to bed. And over all this was scariest of them all. Short, first experience was same kind as this but long time ago when i live with my parents and i was drunk so then i think is was just drunk crazynes but now im not so sure. I've been thinking this all day and first time ever i told about these things to anyone and called my sister, she told that when she was teenager and we live our parents house she had same kind of experience; she woke up middle of the night when something blow air to her ear and when woken hear whisper. She dosent remember what that whisper said.
So, i dont belive any paranormal and such a things etc. As a sane normal person i see somekind of logic on these experiences and that frightens me, these are not some random object falling by itself. My sisters case etc: if i wanted gently and not scary way wake someone up, blowing air to target ear would be optimal, maybe not so effect but do a job if you are not in hurry. Now that im writing this, i find some "logic" my encounter: did "it" check am i really as sleep and when realizes im not "it" try to calm me down and left cause im not in sleep/it get caught? Motivation to do all this is of course unclear. And all this tells in my mind that "it" cares about my wellbeing, At least not harming me or be neutral. And last time "it" visit was kind of same, just lying beside me and put arm around to my chest. As i said early i dont belive paranormal and im not religious. But i cant find any reason why something do this what it is doing. What
I observe i think a weight that come to my bed is maybe 20kg and when lying my side i felt bed bending only upper side, if i think it like a creature it is about one meter tall or legs are so skinny that they not effect my bed. And when i talk about hands i dont mean 100pros palm because i didint now or earlier sense any fingers and such, size is compared little child.
Skeptical, otherhand i know that mind and senses can trick you, but how this can be same way almost anytime? And one time it wasnt night etc.
About future:
If this happen again, i will set up some camera. But should i talk to it if i can and say what? Or how to act if i then can do something? Being bed just normal and wait and see? When i should be worried about this?
Long and messy text but i had to open some where. Thanks for reading, opinions and info/solutions? are more than welcome. Hope i can get sleep next night
Im new here and english is not my native language so sorry some errors andvance. This is first good web site i Googled about to my experience.
This thing is happened to me few times over the years and dont even remembering those but now it happend again last night and im so freaked out that i had to Google this and find something.
So, last night i was on my bed (bed is placed a way that only access is one side) just trying to sleep, backside. Not long i felt and heard like someone sat next to me and of course i open my eyes and nothing. After that i turn to my right side, face to side that i come to bed and felt and heard that presure. Just like 10s after that i feel it again but like something sat and then get lying next to me. I was so terrified that i cant even put that in words, shacking and heart pumping like crazy. I didint even dare to open my eyes, just trying to thing something else but also same time i feel like you know someone is stare at you like 20cm away fear was totaly paralyzed me. Almost same time i feel my pillow is pressed front my face, i dont know, like "it" wanted to expose my face more from pillow or something? Must admit that at this point i was going to break crying. Pillow pressing stopped and i dont know did it notice my state cause i starting to feel my head like small hand ( i have thick hair so hard to say more) comforting me. Short after "it" started comforting me i felt such a feeling that closest thing i can get in my mind is time when i was knee surgery and pumpend meds in at surgery room, relaxed and mild euphoric. Not long when i was relaxed felt that bed side pumped up again and i thought "it" left.
Think you all know how well i slept after that.. Went few hours i even dare to go wc. But at the end i got some sleep and now, at day, i dont have any theory what that was about. I think this is 4th time "this kind" of thing happened to me and last time was so many years ago that i was almost forgot these Incidents. Wondering that sleep paralysis but i was not even that tired when i went to sleep and this episode started very soon after i entered to bed. And over all this was scariest of them all. Short, first experience was same kind as this but long time ago when i live with my parents and i was drunk so then i think is was just drunk crazynes but now im not so sure. I've been thinking this all day and first time ever i told about these things to anyone and called my sister, she told that when she was teenager and we live our parents house she had same kind of experience; she woke up middle of the night when something blow air to her ear and when woken hear whisper. She dosent remember what that whisper said.
So, i dont belive any paranormal and such a things etc. As a sane normal person i see somekind of logic on these experiences and that frightens me, these are not some random object falling by itself. My sisters case etc: if i wanted gently and not scary way wake someone up, blowing air to target ear would be optimal, maybe not so effect but do a job if you are not in hurry. Now that im writing this, i find some "logic" my encounter: did "it" check am i really as sleep and when realizes im not "it" try to calm me down and left cause im not in sleep/it get caught? Motivation to do all this is of course unclear. And all this tells in my mind that "it" cares about my wellbeing, At least not harming me or be neutral. And last time "it" visit was kind of same, just lying beside me and put arm around to my chest. As i said early i dont belive paranormal and im not religious. But i cant find any reason why something do this what it is doing. What
I observe i think a weight that come to my bed is maybe 20kg and when lying my side i felt bed bending only upper side, if i think it like a creature it is about one meter tall or legs are so skinny that they not effect my bed. And when i talk about hands i dont mean 100pros palm because i didint now or earlier sense any fingers and such, size is compared little child.
Skeptical, otherhand i know that mind and senses can trick you, but how this can be same way almost anytime? And one time it wasnt night etc.
About future:
If this happen again, i will set up some camera. But should i talk to it if i can and say what? Or how to act if i then can do something? Being bed just normal and wait and see? When i should be worried about this?
Long and messy text but i had to open some where. Thanks for reading, opinions and info/solutions? are more than welcome. Hope i can get sleep next night