WitchAndShaman
Truth Seeker
Appreciate the welcome posts Vibe and Armand. You guys shared some great biographies.
As for the spiders - NOOOOO! I have a horribly deep case of arachnophobia. Super interesting (to me at least) is that while I was studying Wicca my fear responses towards spiders totally went away. I didn’t recognize it until attending a family holiday party, I walked up to take a seat next to my adult niece under a patio cover and saw a spider hanging from a web directly over that chair. I reached out and pinched the web off just a few inches above the spider and gently set him down on the ground. My niece just about fell out of her seat. I asked her, “Whatttt?” She reminded me I hate spiders. Oh, right. After that I found that I had a new psychic connection to spiders - no shit. Fear was gone too. I could very often tell when a spider was within my area even without seeing them - they could even be hidden and I’d find them. I quite seriously could feel their presence - I didn’t have to see them not even in my peripheral vision. However since ending my official Wiccan studies my fears have come back. Now I know when there is a spider around and then I get freaked out! .
I like the “...in-between heartbeats...” quote Armand. My friends tell me I have zero rhythm - I can’t dance, I take double the number of steps as all other participants in aerobic classes, and after years (YEARS) of music lessons, I can’t play a song right. However, I have a seriously strong sense of syncopation - I can’t hear the beat but I can hear the emptiness between the beats. As I mentioned in another thread, it is in-between conscious thoughts that I receive most of my waking psychic messages. That said, i’d Like to remind you to take notice of what you “hear” or think in-between the noise. You may find your next big adventure waiting to be revealed to you there.
And Armand, if you like the outdoors, California is a great place to live. Lots of great weather year round and almost every kind of terrain you can image - salt and fresh water sports, mountains, forests, deserts, snow, etc. I lived most of my life there.
As for the spiders - NOOOOO! I have a horribly deep case of arachnophobia. Super interesting (to me at least) is that while I was studying Wicca my fear responses towards spiders totally went away. I didn’t recognize it until attending a family holiday party, I walked up to take a seat next to my adult niece under a patio cover and saw a spider hanging from a web directly over that chair. I reached out and pinched the web off just a few inches above the spider and gently set him down on the ground. My niece just about fell out of her seat. I asked her, “Whatttt?” She reminded me I hate spiders. Oh, right. After that I found that I had a new psychic connection to spiders - no shit. Fear was gone too. I could very often tell when a spider was within my area even without seeing them - they could even be hidden and I’d find them. I quite seriously could feel their presence - I didn’t have to see them not even in my peripheral vision. However since ending my official Wiccan studies my fears have come back. Now I know when there is a spider around and then I get freaked out! .
I like the “...in-between heartbeats...” quote Armand. My friends tell me I have zero rhythm - I can’t dance, I take double the number of steps as all other participants in aerobic classes, and after years (YEARS) of music lessons, I can’t play a song right. However, I have a seriously strong sense of syncopation - I can’t hear the beat but I can hear the emptiness between the beats. As I mentioned in another thread, it is in-between conscious thoughts that I receive most of my waking psychic messages. That said, i’d Like to remind you to take notice of what you “hear” or think in-between the noise. You may find your next big adventure waiting to be revealed to you there.
And Armand, if you like the outdoors, California is a great place to live. Lots of great weather year round and almost every kind of terrain you can image - salt and fresh water sports, mountains, forests, deserts, snow, etc. I lived most of my life there.