After reading through this thread a half dozen times - well, here I am. With questions of my own.
I am curious as to what abilities you consider yourself to have. You have not given anything but vague concepts of what is and isn't with you and your experiences so guidance is pretty much not happening with so little information. It strikes me as strange to seek out a paranormal forum to enhance abilities - although it is possible you wouldn't know that. Maybe. Anyway - Debi spoke clearly on that subject.
Okay - these next two quotes are WHY I am here... in this thread... Especially the last one.
If there is nothing to interpret what is it you are seeking here? Exactly?
I personally find your description above of your "Sight or Vision" very disturbing and dark. And I don't like it... at all. My point being, many here do not want nor need to read descriptive words of pain, darkness, agony, blood, violence - and then get a "nothing to see here folks"... "Don't need your opinions"... "Don't need your advice" to their response's...
PERSONALLY - I would ask you to stop speaking of sh*t that may or may not be offensive to someone else's Spiritual Light without thought or even a offer of a reason. Because I am getting a very clear sense that this is just the beginning of your Telling and even darker things will follow. And you feel very much in control of your audience. Not everyone thinks the same here, nor believes the same... but there is respect.
If you need HELP then Speak. If you want to share only what you choose, when you choose... with no boundaries on YOUR side - that isn't really sharing - it's rather abusive to other's here, if you see. Which I think you do. We are not a sounding board for your becoming or being.
So again... What are you seeking here? Exactly?
Prayer is not about fear. Prayer is about The Invocation of Protection. Here. I'll show you...
Amen.
See? Just the opposite of fear. LIGHT. Protection. Banishment of The Deceiver and His Minions.
Thank You Lynne - The Children of The Light will gladly take your offer of Prayer.
Now. Jeffery. I normally say "of course this is just my opinion". But not this time. If you are offended, I care not. You have had no care as to who YOU offended. And no CLUE WHO you offended, obviously. We are all Paths here and we Walk together.
If you thrive on this "stuff" then take it to where others feed off it too.
I think that I am looking for something other than this forum. I don't know how and who I've offended.