It is always changing for me too Selectric. I wonder if some of these dark things are sent to test the strength of our spirituality? Most are more annoying than dangerous, or it appears that way.Spiritually i have changed quite a bit. I guess that will always be an ever changing aspect. The nasty 'thing' that bothered me doesn't frighten me anymore either.
Your comment reminded me of this poem:Unfortunately, the physical stuff comes to mind, aging is a humbling experience. That aside I think I am more understanding and patient with others' problems, but I have learned not to get drawn in past a point. I now will eat peas, onions and lima beans.
I have also accepted that I often feel as if I have one foot in both worlds.
See my edit; I didn't choose words wisely.Interesting....