Hello everyone! Wow, it's been a really long time since I've made an introductory post on a forum. I guess I'll just dive right in, I'm here because back around maybe 2004-2005, there was a website just that had a really great forum, I remember making so many friends there, and always feeling at home and not judged by the community there. I wonder if anybody here had been on there? Anyway, I miss being part of that kind of space and am looking for somewhere new.
I suffer from a pretty severe anxiety disorder that is (currently due to no insurance) going untreated so talking to pretty much anyone or going out in public is very hard for me. Thankfully I have my wife here and my little furry children so I can't say I'm lonely per say, but she also suffers from anxiety so we both are basically shut ins, haha.
So, why paranormal? Well I've had some completely inexplicable situations come up throughout my life, I've had chronic sleep paralysis since a young child, and all of this culminated in an intense dive into the occult in searching for answers. I never found any, but I'm not really quite finished looking yet, either. With age comes wisdom however, now that I'm getting closer and closer to the big 3-0 I've mellowed down to a pretty average guy. Pagan, history nerd, Norse mythology fanboy...well, really, all the mythologies. I love Celtic music, heavy metal, classical. Podcasts, pretty much everything besides TV.
It's irrelevant, but it's been 1 1/2 months since I've had a cigarette, and I smoked for ten years straight.
I really look forward to getting to know everyone. I'm welcome to messages of any kind, please feel free to say hi. We can talk about ghosts and stuff.