So not even in the college days before you became respectable huh? lol.... i remember a saying that goes through art school "youre not a real artist until you do at least 2 stints of rehab and start a never ending cycle of therapy for depression"....lol...( i never went all in i guess....lol).. new a few guys and girls who fit that description quite well back then though.... and learned never to eat home cooked meals at their place real fast....they liked to make their own butter......and being from the south, i like butter....lol.... if anyone ever says "go light with that butter, it has a kick"...believe them.......or be ready to see sounds and hear colors......lol.... well thats my story for the day...