I Think i may be cursed

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  1. Amana

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    Hello my name is Katy Melissa Geary and i was born in Los Angeles, California i am a pagan practitioner, and i think i might be cursed. i have no idea if i may be cursed i think i might be. this all started since i was a toddler i think growing up i have had many weird experiences i have this weird thing to this day i can remember stuff from when i was 1 to 5 to now, i also remember my past life and my dreams from age 3 to now ,

    I remember when i was 2 or 3 or so i woke up and i was floating above my bed not like a dream but i was literally floating above my bed i was experiencing it but i could not move or talk at all it was almost like i had sleep paralysis but at the same time i was floating it was very odd, it only lasted for a few seconds or a minute then i felt myself literally fall on my bed like some entity pulled me on there.

    I always had nightmares when i was a toddler and in my kindergarten years etc; i remember when i was 5 i had a dream i went into this little hut and inside the hut was a witch who cursed me. which is odd because last year in 2018 i had a dream of a witch cursing me and this year i have dealt with a few very powerful jealous witches and had a dream one of those witches cursed me and put spells on me and my family and friends and everyone turned against me.

    I also had a weird dream a month ago i dreamt it was about 2 am i snuck out to do magick and a family member came out of nowhere and looked annoyed with me all of a sudden i heard very eerie cackling of three witches it was not your typical cackling they were very eerie sounding my family members face then went from annoyed to concerned and called me to come inside and i went inside and locked the door and i woke up, i can still hear the cackles in my head.


    Also, i live with someone else everytime she leaves to go to a party, another city etc. i keep seeing shadow people in my room and outside my window, sometimes i get so paranoid sleeping by myself i keep the light on and i keep my feet on the bed and constantly look at the floor because i am afraid someone is gonna grab me from underneath. last year i even had sleep paralysis.

    Last year i had sleep paralysis i woke up early in the morning i could not move or talk at all i then heard someone running with terrifying speed towards my room then i snapped out of it.

    Now the witches i have dealt with i mentioned i remember my past life right? well i remember a past life as royalty.. as a queen in fact i was Queen Anne Neville, wife of Richard III i met someone claiming to be Richard but then found out she is dangerous and a possible predator of sorts well back when i believed she was richard we around Christmas we met one of the witches and the second she found out i was anne she became jealous of me and wanted to be me. and get this she is 56 years old. disgusting.

    Because she wanted to me she did spells on me that gave me anxiety and she did astral projection on me because i keep waking up witch bruises on my legs and arms and she had me under a spell that kept me asleep so she can do that and erase my past life memories she erased one memory but i remembered it again recently.

    I have an attachment to the woman my solar plexus chakra to her throat chakra i believe.

    Now i started to believe this lady cursed me but how i met her around christmas 2018 and i have been having weird experiences my whole life. Example: in 2017 me and the other person im living with were minding our own business when all of a sudden we heard loud bangs on our windows which frightened us and we went to check and there was no one there. we shrugged it off and then we heard it again we checked again nobody was there.

    I also hear voices when i start to fall asleep or when i start to wake up i remember i heard a little girl say "Thank You" or something like there i also hear peoples voices in different languages Spanish or Portuguese.

    As a kid i would always hear a family member call my name "Katy" but when i go to ask what they were asking they said they did not call my name this is strange because i remember one july 4th i heard someone say "Where's Katy"? and when i go back they said they did not call me name.

    I really think i might be cursed but i have no idea. By the way, if you want to hear about the past life stuff i will make a future thread about it. Hope you all enjoyed, have a good day! ~ Katy
     
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    Hi Katy and welcome to the forum.If you believe you are cursed it may be your main problem,you are going to expect weird ,bad things to happen and in reality these are a normal part of life.You may be open and sensitive to things paranormal but this is not a curse.A lot of people on here experience these things and we learn how to live and deal with it.Being 56 myself I couldn't think of anything worse than being 20 again, lol so I'll have to agree with you on that.The main thing is to pay no attention to people who try to intimidate you and give them no time or power.Stay in control of yourself and no one can hurt you with this stuff.Always good to hear others experiences with anything paranormal on the site so looking forward to that.
     
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    ^^^ What Oz said. The only way a curse can hold you is if you allow it to influence you.
     
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    This is so refreshing to read... being 49, I too can’t think of anything I’d rather not experience in my life again. Except my girlfriend at the time. That’s about it.

    I had a sneaking suspicion that I had been cursed by a fiend that I had had a falling out with during our teenage years… He was into metal and he always talked about Alastair Crowley, and there was actually a small faction of teenage boy witchcraft practitioners back in the day, amidst the normal small-town Christian folk…

    But then my thought is, well, shit happens… I always felt that there was some resentment between us. As it happens, he’s no longer with us anymore, and it actually pains me to type it, because there’s so much left unsaid… And I would hate to admonish him for anything since he’s not here to defend himself. That’s all I had to say —thanks.
     
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    I call that the perfect age from my perspective of past that. Lord knows I don't have enough energy left to do 20 to 40 again.
     

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