Hi and Welcome Mobius. I listened to both EVPs on headphones. I don’t have a computer so I used my phone. I can hear the voice in the background however I can’t make it out. I don’t have the equipment to give you a proper opinion.
Thank you for sharing your story. By sharing we help each other. This isnt the first time I’ve heard of someone with a history of child abuse being afflicted with oppressive and negative paranormal activities. Although depression, personality disorders and bad dreams can be a result of the abuse itself only you know if it’s from an outside source. It seems you believe this is the case and I believe you. I would recommend going to a priest or person of your faith to get a cleansing. You may have an attachment that is causing your issues. Even if the activity is quiet at the moment you may have an attachment. More than one thing may have been going on.
Thank you for sharing your story. By sharing we help each other. This isnt the first time I’ve heard of someone with a history of child abuse being afflicted with oppressive and negative paranormal activities. Although depression, personality disorders and bad dreams can be a result of the abuse itself only you know if it’s from an outside source. It seems you believe this is the case and I believe you. I would recommend going to a priest or person of your faith to get a cleansing. You may have an attachment that is causing your issues. Even if the activity is quiet at the moment you may have an attachment. More than one thing may have been going on.