Let me back up and see if it helps.
I guess this all began somewhere in the early 60s after reading
There Is a River: The Story of Edgar Cayce. From there I browsed into most of the esoteric areas – so my mind was aways open to the unknown. Then along came my introduction to cannabis. That led me to delving even deeper into me and my relation to the world, the cosmos. (I have never and do not use any other type of mind expansion consumable.)
The summer I left teaching high school was the same time as a group of skilled esoterics opened a house that held classes in various subjects, including psychic skills. I went from teacher to student for two years. I became well versed there but chose to leave the group and continue on my own. To this day I use numerology and astrology. I do not practice; they are simply part of my being and have been invaluable in seeing the patterns, cycles, geometry of life.
Then came Transcendental Meditation. Very successful, no herb now, diving further into and beyond me. My husband and I went for a long distance week-end at a TM convention. While there I experienced my first cranial sensation. It may have been what TM called Bliss Consciousness; I’m calling it a mental orgasm. Maybe 2 seconds of pure joy. Never experienced anything like that again.
Then I read the book
The Third Eye by Lobsang Rampa and it gave me the focus I needed. Once I began to think of this as third eye potential the physical sensation began to develop and I was doing behind-the-eyes exercises as an expedition into my unknown. I moved on to investigating brow chakras, pineal glands, sinus cavities, you name it. I have no signs of neurotrauma and I rarely get a headache (except for hangovers in those younger days
Oh, and no, I’m not possessed either. Full disclosure: cannabis sativa can enhance this sensation but it is not necessary.
After years of trying to find someone/something to tell me what this is or what to do with it I finally realized that only I could figure it out. I was on my own. I’ve given up on the idea of time-consuming research or seeing doctors for something insurance doesn’t cover. Besides, how important is it in the grand scheme of things? The rest of my life is totally normal and no one around me has any idea of what lies beneath.
What is it? An electromagnetic sensation is my best definition so far.
What happens and/or what do I do with it? I’ve been wordy enough with this post. Those answers are a tad more intimate and I hesitate to go further if no one else out there can relate to all I’ve written here.
