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I don't know where to start, or why I am here maybe I'll find solace in the responses I get here.
I had a pretty normal childhood up until around 12 when I first got a bike which is when my father took me to learn how to ride, he took me atop a relatively large and steep hill (probably out of stupidity rather than malice) which also had a large and deep river covered in thorns and nettles in it, needless to say if something went wrong I could have died in worst cases however that is not what happened as he let go of my bike at the top of the hill me a boy who has never touched a bike before in my life going about 45 km / h down the hill pulled of a stunt akin to a professional right before I fell into the river at the bottom of the hill as my father said he seemed like it had came from no where (this will seem more relevant towards the end of this) I thought nothing of it.
However since that day I have had extremely euphoric visions (if that is the right term) of the future, now I think nothing of them at the time of seeing them (I don't even recognise myself most of the time because I had one of these when I was 12 over 7 years ago and I recently lived the moment that I saw)
Any way the moment It comes to the moment I have a huge amount of euphoria hit me and then I relive the moment and everything falls into place from my actions to my surroundings, I have no control over what I see at all I just have these occur to me sometimes days apart sometimes years apart.
I have noticed several black crows / ravens that follow me and any time I'm in a field or any open land a flock of them appear on tops of houses or in the sky cawing and they only fly away if I get within touching distance (where as most birds fly away as soon as you get any where near close to them)
The only reason I'm making this is because I recently saw my own death but I cannot determine the date or when it is because all I saw was a hooded individual with no face staring over me.
I had a pretty normal childhood up until around 12 when I first got a bike which is when my father took me to learn how to ride, he took me atop a relatively large and steep hill (probably out of stupidity rather than malice) which also had a large and deep river covered in thorns and nettles in it, needless to say if something went wrong I could have died in worst cases however that is not what happened as he let go of my bike at the top of the hill me a boy who has never touched a bike before in my life going about 45 km / h down the hill pulled of a stunt akin to a professional right before I fell into the river at the bottom of the hill as my father said he seemed like it had came from no where (this will seem more relevant towards the end of this) I thought nothing of it.
However since that day I have had extremely euphoric visions (if that is the right term) of the future, now I think nothing of them at the time of seeing them (I don't even recognise myself most of the time because I had one of these when I was 12 over 7 years ago and I recently lived the moment that I saw)
Any way the moment It comes to the moment I have a huge amount of euphoria hit me and then I relive the moment and everything falls into place from my actions to my surroundings, I have no control over what I see at all I just have these occur to me sometimes days apart sometimes years apart.
I have noticed several black crows / ravens that follow me and any time I'm in a field or any open land a flock of them appear on tops of houses or in the sky cawing and they only fly away if I get within touching distance (where as most birds fly away as soon as you get any where near close to them)
The only reason I'm making this is because I recently saw my own death but I cannot determine the date or when it is because all I saw was a hooded individual with no face staring over me.