Ok so I think you’re right about a demonic attachment. But I just want to say one thing. No demon is infatuated with you. They found a reason to stay with you and they want to drain you. One of the not so common ways of draining you of energy is from sexual encounters, because quite frankly you can drain someone’s energy through sexual interactions way quicker than fear can.
Having said that, when I hear about a demon seeking sexual contact, I immediately think “succubus”. From everything I’ve read, this class of demons, regardless of rank or number of legions below them, are up to par with how dangerous the demonic kings are.
I’m sorry to hear about your struggle with hard drugs. I was once a heavy drinker myself and I know that addiction can both catalyze demonic activity or can be a result of demonic activity. It never ends well for us.
Since it sounds like you’ve had these oppressions in your life before hard drugs came into the picture, I think I can safely assume this has little if anything to do with drug induced psychosis. Take that with a grain of salt because I don’t practice medicine. But doing everything in your power to keep drugs and alcohol out of your life will be one less way for demonic oppression to make a stronghold in your life.
As for the attachments, I’ve never been successful at cutting ties with demonic oppressions for myself or others, but have learned some real methods to prevent them from coming back for a while.
I strongly suggest (if you’re a Christian), get in touch with a local church who recognizes that supernatural threats are real, like the Roman Catholic or Pentecostal churches, or if you pick carefully, a charismatic churches. I say pick carefully because some are real, and some just abuse people’s vulnerability. Youll want a church that will at the very least intercede for you. No matter how strong you are, you can’t take on a demonic attachment alone. As a matter of fact if you want us to intercede for you, we can and will do that for you. If you’re lucky, you might find someone in the church who’s educated on demonology and dark magick. Basically build your people circle up to help keep you safe.
Also, this is going to be a daily battle. Especially in the beginning. The moment you know that demon is poking its nose in your business, cast it out. Use the name of God. If you look in Leviticus you’ll see the many names and what they mean. Prayer, regardless of faith, should become an important daily thing. Once this all-out assault starts on these diabolical forces, you gotta push through. You’ll need all the prayer, knowledge and mental discipline you need to push out the oppressions in your life.
One thing I must ask, do you know the name of this demon(s)? Or is it something your mother might know? Knowing the name of a demon makes it just a little easier to bind or expel a demon in your life.
Please be safe