As we get older the some of magic goes away, we don’t have the Santa wonder. Also toys are different lol. I find the years I’ve spent more time in touch with the reason for the season, I feel the spirit more. With COVID it’s been a challenge for everyone to do this.Not trying to be a downer to anyone, but Christmas is almost just another day for me. It's still special of course, but personally, it just isn't what it used to be. But that's something I plan to change as of next Christmas.