Together we stand. We offer our hand in good faith that will not be mistaken for weakness. We have been at war with these forces longer than the vessel we occupy. At the appointed time we will rise and fight.The message is noted Debi and I am relieved. I really REALLY like it here. Truth be told I can't even remember why I was wandering these Hall's at 3 in the morning. By the time I read through the thread... twice... I had picked up my Sword and dragging it behind me (it is very heavy still) the Warrior emerged as she was taught and the Word's I spoke could not have been stopped... as is The Way. And as is also The Way... I realized/remembered the battle clearly but I had to come here this morning to know more than the general outline of the Word's I had spoken. The 65 year old woman that is me does remember thinking as I entered... crap crap crap ... this may be unacceptable to this Circle which is also now My Circle... to speak this way to another, and out I'll be in the mist again 'sigh' ... but I am Oathed by Right and by Choice to The Light. And this is where I will Stand until I am cut down. I am very VERY happy though that I don't have to pack my hobo bag again. You are appreciated. All of you.
You are closer than you know here Armand. I Stand when Called. But The Word's Spoken to the adversary as War are somehow transformed into a Message of Light... which is Love... to other's of those who this transformed Message is meant for. And they hear it. Which I find beautiful and unfathomable. The Great Mysterious. What I am saying is... I'm just a cranky old 65 year old, gray haired, chain-smoking lady... until I'm not. Then the Word's and The Message both belong to The Creator... I am only the vessel/Warrior in battle and the emissary in The Message translated. In both I am honored and humbled to Stand with The Warrior's of The Light and The Creator... I am also honored and humbled that there are so many of these Warrior's right here... in this forum...and I was led to them.
Spiritually I knew and accepted when I Spoke that I was all in going forward here Armand. Kicking and screaming a little maybe... but what was Spoken openly and clearly immediately opened The Way and the obligation... to this Circle. I was never trying to be enigmatic within these Halls. Only accepted as who I am -- which is that old lady over there by the fire with a pack of smoke's in one hand and a beer in the other... enjoying good company. As soon as I came this morning and peeking between my finger's read the Words ... I knew there was no going back. Threads will have to be opened. Conversations started and thoughts offered and given. I will attempt to share what I know (which is limited in the Great Mystery) and why I believe my Truths to be Truth. But I will tell you openly and in advance -- 35 years in... I am still as confused as in the beginning... as far as Understanding the whys and hows and mechanic's of these things. Faith is expected in me that when The Light Speaks it is Truth. And my why why why's are only tolerated on a limited basis. Of course, I wasn't answered at all for 10 long year's of experiencing since a great deal of the Truth happening through those years was on me. But I certainly wasn't ignored... no more sheltering the human women child who helped break The Veil... from mind snapping Truth then. So. *It should also be noted that just because my life span is short as a blink of a bat this in no way obligates 'Other' to move on my time/space wave length in answering questions. If you don't believe me... just ask them... they have no problem answering to that.