I am with you on this, although I do love history. It would be so fun to see what life is like in the future and see what effect if any I had made. Of course, I hope there is a future... if all we see is nothingness, well...Forward. Although I'm a huge history buff, I've never been one to look back on my own life. I'm a look ahead type, more mindful of where I (and my loved ones) are going, not where we've been. As I told my daughter years ago, "You can't change the past, but you can affect your future."