I felt the same way for a long time. Now at this stage in life, i believe we are shown what we need to be shown. Not everyone will have the same experiences, but in the end, i do believe there is a reason. For that reason, we can begin to doubt it as others have not had it happen to them. Certain abilities can be common where some are unique to each person. The blocks for me do fall down, just not all at once. The more we learn, the more they can start to make sense. There was a theory that once we learned all...we die...we have come to the end of the road and that's it. In terms of reincarnation, apparently that doesn't fit unless learning never ends. I learn something new practically every day...why shouldn't that apply after death of this iteration? There can be other challenges, other duties, other purposes yet to be learned from. I have been accused of being an 'old soul' by a few people. I guess that is a discussion for another time.I had a number of odd experiences growing up but dismissed them as coincidence or imagination.