So I started yesterday to read 'Love in the Margin' by Yoko Ogawa. I only read 17 pages (the book has 190 p). It was the part of the 1st interview with all the patients and the stenographer. Because I was tired, I just got to bed. I remember looking at the sky through my opened window and it's like something "aspired" me. I suddenly think about one famous BTS member (Kim Taehyung/김태형) (don't ask me why tho) and I swear that I fainted, it was definitely different that the feeling of falling asleep. And I made a dream. A weird one. That guy said to me to meet him at a park. So I did because in my dream it felt like we were close friends and that we already met a few times even though it was rare due to an unknown reason. When I arrived he was really cheerful and told me it was My day. We took a bus. And I kept thinking that I should enjoy that day because after he would go for a long time (like always). So he was very kind and friendly to me (there was NO ROMANCE) and kept on offering me to massage my hands. I said maybe later. The only thing that mattered in my dream was to spend time with him, so we enjoyed not talking together. It was really peaceful. Then he said that he would just talk to a teen boy that was on the bus and would go back to me. I remember that teen boy has black hair and tanned skin. Then that member came to me, he massaged my hands and even though it was a great moment, my heart hurt a lot. Then there were no more people in the bus (except the teen boy and me). The member said to us goodbye and left the bus, letting us by ourselves. End of the dream. When I woke up I was kind of disoriented but I was okay. Then I went out and took The book of Yoko Ogawa with me. I walked without really knowing where to go and I arrived coincidentally in a parc. It makes me smiled. So I continued to read my book and at the end of the book I suddenly felt an impression of déjà-vu. I immediately thought of that member (Kim TaeHyung) and my eyes got wet. I didn't understand wtf was going on so I started to think about what could makes me like that and I realized. In that book (that takes place in Japan), the protagonist is a young woman that haves a problem with her ears and she meets that stenographer. Then we're introduced to her nephew, a 13 years old boy (at the page 49). The stenographer will mainly take care of the protagonist and he will meet sometimes her nephew with her. There are two really important scenes that take in a bus. Also the protagonist wants to massage and touch the stenographer's hands. At the end (Spoiler guys) the protagonist knows there is not a lof of time with stenographer and her (although they still get well along). He will leave the boy and the protagonist alone (but for a good abstract reason). I learned today that this book is supposed to be very abstract and dreamlike. Which is weird because I was spoiled in my dream about that dreamlike book. I would really appreciate your help or just your opinion.