Herbal Jaguar
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So sorry you had to experience that. What's more tragic is that it was a silly mistake for just one moment in time that have such lasting consequences. I am sure as just a young boy angels would come and help him as well as his spirit guides.I don't go ghost hunting, but sometimes I see children, in my dreams or out in public, but I want to help. They never seem malevolent but I don't know what to do. This began when I was a pre-teen, I was getting off the school bus in Riverton Utah, there was a little boy lying in the ditch next to my fence and a sherriff's car nearly ran me over at the scene. I was told to go get a blanket and I did, but by the time I brought it over they had rolled the body onto his back. This seven year old boy named Jason was a friend of my little brother in school. They sat side by side. We were in year round school, and Jason had found his father's .22 caliber handgun and was coming to our house yo play. Apparantly he had been spinning the trigger ring around his finger when it went off. I saw everything. The blood, his glasses shattered...all of it. I started screaming and was escorted inside my house. That night I was trying to sleep, but it felt like someone was looking at me from the door. I looked, and I thought it was my brother, but I can't see anything without my glasses. I put them on, and it was that young boy Jason. He seemed to still be in his death state, the blood and gore still present, his lips never moved but I could feel the words thank you in my head, it kind of gave me a headache, and I blinked then he was gone. The next day my brother came home from school crying because the staff had cleaned out his tote tray and put everything in a bag...like he didn't even matter. My brother said it looked like it was just an unwanted chore. The day after that, Jason finally passed. Since this, I have seen and felt things I know no one else does. From not wanting to go inside certain places, to nightmares, to seeing things outright. I don't want to be crazy, but what if I am?
I personally believe that being there with someone at the time of their death is an honor and a blessing. As backwards as that sounds in this situation maybe that is why he why psychically telling you thank you and manifesting himself to you. It sounds like as someone that was near to him at his time of death and the one to get the blanket. You were the only one around. The moment that happened he was watching you, he could feel you, and he was looking to you for comfort, guidance, a friendly face. The world can be scary especially when it changes in an instant. I think he was just saying goodbye and thank you for being with him while he was passing over. Sounds like you were his shoulder to lean on for a few hours.