Wands, that lake holds two years of memories that are gone from my mind. It's a good thing. I have no recall, don't want to. There are enough "snippets" left behind for me to know they are best left at the bottom.I acknowledge that reality and place no blame on anyone including (cleally) Oz.
I know that lake you allude to Debi. I have been to that same lake and placed keys under rocks In that lake, placed keys into lead trinket boxes then tossed them into that lake, and even melted down keys then forced the residual metals into dark crevices of that same lake. Hence, I try hard to be the light, bright, ‘’enabling” soul I am today. I can’t escape my past but I don’t have to be my past.