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This Post is the best I can do... to Speak to those who are my Family here.
Know... that I am fully aware that I have been totally off The Reservation (Which was shaky at best on a good Day) for a least a Year.
I could give reasoning here... but none are TRUTH.
The TRUTH is... I forgot to Listen... and in that laid, all that I am into the trust of other... medications... worried frowns... death threats dealing with the health issues that were NEVER mine and... most certainly not Other's to forecast.
Now... I have Understood that Walking that line (which I have ever known)... has not affected my Appointed Time... but instead has made me mean... made me paranoid... taken more than my body... but also led to me freely giving over... my mind... my Spirit... My Voice.
So... In those things... I have learned NOTHING but to fear.
Now... I have forsaken the Other. Now I attempt to REMEMBER. And ask forgiveness of those I may have hurt along the Way..
I am ALWAYS Who Creator made me. I came into this World By Creator and I will leave it so.
NOW... This song I post here... may very well lead many to object as a 'verification of religious belief'; but that is not so.
TWICE now has this Voice and this Song led me out of a wilderness most would not understand in the worst of their nightmares.
Tonight was the second of these circumstances... because dis-connection with the GREAT GIFT that Was/Is/and Will be... THIS House. Debi's House... well... would lead me quite willingly... to Death.
Peace Be Still
Know... that I am fully aware that I have been totally off The Reservation (Which was shaky at best on a good Day) for a least a Year.
I could give reasoning here... but none are TRUTH.
The TRUTH is... I forgot to Listen... and in that laid, all that I am into the trust of other... medications... worried frowns... death threats dealing with the health issues that were NEVER mine and... most certainly not Other's to forecast.
Now... I have Understood that Walking that line (which I have ever known)... has not affected my Appointed Time... but instead has made me mean... made me paranoid... taken more than my body... but also led to me freely giving over... my mind... my Spirit... My Voice.
So... In those things... I have learned NOTHING but to fear.
Now... I have forsaken the Other. Now I attempt to REMEMBER. And ask forgiveness of those I may have hurt along the Way..
I am ALWAYS Who Creator made me. I came into this World By Creator and I will leave it so.
NOW... This song I post here... may very well lead many to object as a 'verification of religious belief'; but that is not so.
TWICE now has this Voice and this Song led me out of a wilderness most would not understand in the worst of their nightmares.
Tonight was the second of these circumstances... because dis-connection with the GREAT GIFT that Was/Is/and Will be... THIS House. Debi's House... well... would lead me quite willingly... to Death.
Peace Be Still