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this whole talking about things is new for me so i’m sorry if i ramble too much.
i don’t expect replies or anything i just needed get this out.
i hear things. i mean that in the way i can hear something calling my name when i’m by myself or if i can’t find something, i get a voice that sounds like it’s inside my ear telling me where it is. i also hear music in the middle of the night, usually faint piano music. my ears will start ringing randomly to the point where i can’t hear anything anymore before stopping abruptly.
i remember one time when i was still in school. i lived in a secluded area, so it was a long stretch of road surrounded by trees and about a 10 minute walk from my bus stop to my house. i got off the bus one afternoon with my earphones in. i waited for the bus to drive off before crossing the road. i am aware it isn’t smart to cross the road with earphones in but the road is usually quiet. i dropped my keys halfway across the road. i stopped and picked them up and the suddenly i heard a loud voice in my head scream RUN at me. something in my gut told me to listen so i ran. as my foot hit the grass verge on the other side of the road, a cement truck came flying past me through the place i was stood not even 2 seconds before. i looked around but there was no one there. i also talk to myself, but most of time the voice who replies in my head doesn’t feel like me.
i don’t know why i hear voices giving advice or helping me.
my mother feels things. she’s sensitive to energies and emotions. her best friend is a witch. my father is a skeptic. i grew up seeing things. people and animals mainly. most kids have an imaginary friend who is their own age, but mine was an older gentleman who turned out to look exactly like the man who lived in my old house before me. i had never seen the man before, but my parents found pictures of him in our attic one day and i apparently pointed at the photo and said ‘thats my friend!’ but having a skeptic as a father meant that every time i told him he brushed it off as me being silly. my mum believes me though, as did her friend. i do have to admit it’s a bit worrying being told at the age of 12 that you’re like a lightbulb and spirits flock to you like moths.
i now live by a cemetery and i cannot tell you how many times i’ve seen figures in there who disappear as soon as i blink. i keep waking up at 2:11am with an icy cold band around my forearm and an indent on the edge of my bed that looks like someone is sitting there. my cat and my dog refuse to come into my room and my dog will randomly start barking at me throughout the day. i’ve seen a figure in the corner of my room and electronic devices and lights hate me. they keep breaking or flickering when i’m near them. ive recently had to get a new phone. my things keep disappearing and ending up in ridiculous places.
i just really needed to get this off my chest. people may not believe me or understand but i needed to get this all out. this is my truth and it’s okay if you all think i’m making it up. but i’m not.
 

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Welcome to the forum, Cosmic.

Not to worry....we don't think you're crazy. You actually sound like you may be a medium and have some psychic gifts. I guess my first question to you would be, are you OK with having these abilities? Is this something you can accept as part of who you are?
 
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Welcome to the forum, Cosmic.

Not to worry....we don't think you're crazy. You actually sound like you may be a medium and have some psychic gifts. I guess my first question to you would be, are you OK with having these abilities? Is this something you can accept as part of who you are?
Hello! It’s a relief you don’t think i’m crazy to be honest.
A medium? That’s better than people in the past thinking i’m losing the plot.
I’ve accepted them now. i’m okay with having them as a part of me, i just don’t tel people about them. they’ve helped me help people and have honestly kept me alive more times than i can count.
 
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Hello, Cosmic! Welcome to the PNF. If it makes you feel any better, I have a lot in common with you, so you are definitely among kindred spirits. I hope you stick around and get to know us! :)
Hello there! It’s quite a relief that you’ve got a lot in common with me. I feel less alone and less judged. I think i’ll definitely be sticking around!:)
 

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Hello! It’s a relief you don’t think i’m crazy to be honest.
A medium? That’s better than people in the past thinking i’m losing the plot.
I’ve accepted them now. i’m okay with having them as a part of me, i just don’t tel people about them. they’ve helped me help people and have honestly kept me alive more times than i can count.
I see you are rather young, so gonna ask how much you know about the paranormal/mediums and perhaps the different "clair" senses? Have you done any research on these things before or are you just wading into the water? I ask so we can help guide you a bit. ;) You will find we have many questions, and it's not us being nosey. The group here honestly wants to help others.
 
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Not to worry as you are not alone. I too from time to time hear a voice that I call my spirit guide. And I've heard beautiful soft music as well. I think my mother had some "psychic" abilities but don't know if she realized it. She said once while she was in Sears in the lighting dept. she thought about all those lights on and how much electricity it was taking to keep them lit. Then she thought about if they all went out. At that very instant she said every light in Sears went out in the whole store. After a while the store got them back on. Other times I'd hide things, but she'd find them.
 
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I see you are rather young, so gonna ask how much you know about the paranormal/mediums and perhaps the different "clair" senses? Have you done any research on these things before or are you just wading into the water? I ask so we can help guide you a bit. ;) You will find we have many questions, and it's not us being nosey. The group here honestly wants to help others.
I grew up around people doing ouija boards and seances and tarot readings and stuff like that so i kind of had to know about the paranormal and the basics of what a medium is. I’ve done research before, but when you search hearing voices it’s a lot about differwnt mental health issues, and if i did find something along the lines of paranormal explanations, it was from a website that’s asking for money to read the full article. I also didn’t want to just slap a label on it without knowing 100% that it’s relevant. i know there’s different forms of clairvoyance. i think there’s 4 of them? i’m kind of looking for guidance about this all and maybe finding out what i am if i am something. i’m honestly happy to answer any questions about anything you want to know.
 

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I grew up around people doing ouija boards and seances and tarot readings and stuff like that so i kind of had to know about the paranormal and the basics of what a medium is. I’ve done research before, but when you search hearing voices it’s a lot about differwnt mental health issues, and if i did find something along the lines of paranormal explanations, it was from a website that’s asking for money to read the full article. I also didn’t want to just slap a label on it without knowing 100% that it’s relevant. i know there’s different forms of clairvoyance. i think there’s 4 of them? i’m kind of looking for guidance about this all and maybe finding out what i am if i am something. i’m honestly happy to answer any questions about anything you want to know.
Well, first question. Did this start for you at a very young age? And let me add, PLEASE stay away from the Ouija Boards, OK? Def. not something you want to work with.

We have a lot of info all over here about the different clairs. Some say 4, some divide it into 5. I'll see what I can dig up for you.

Now, from a mental health standpoint, yes, there are medical conditions that can cause you to hear voices. Absolutely. But you seem to have other paranormal activity besides just the voices. Are you hearing these audibly or telepathically?
 
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