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Hello PNF, it's been too long since my last post.
The last couple of weeks have been interesting in some parts. Me and my wife have had some experiences. I'll give my account of what happened to me and then I'll just briefly give a synopsis of my wife's experiences.
So this experience was on the 10th I believe. I was on a Native American holy site that happens to be near the center of town. I was picking up some people I knew to drive them. While I was waiting for everyone, one person came earlier and they said that they had a migraine and wasn't feel well at all. They ended up getting into an argument with someone and then they were really angry. So I am just slightly annoyed this is taking so long but otherwise i am cool. My mom recently told me she thinks I am an empath. So that ties in here. We are just sitting in this car waiting and there are people every where for a German festival that was ending. Everyone is having a great time except me and this other person who is vibing very negative energy. Another person I am waiting on comes and gets in and excuses herself shortly after. Probably to get away from the negativity in the car lol. She goes and sits down outside nearby. So later everyone finally gets there and the upset person gets into an argument with another person in the car about nonsense. (Which the upset person usually would never act like that to that other person). So I try to drive and there are people everywhere drunk so I am irritated they won't stop walking in front of my car. So I end up having to drive through this sacred site (that is now a park) and when I am driving through it, I have a wave of rage like a flip of a switch and I start yelling like the other upset person was at the SAME person. (I can emphasis this again I would never tell at this person like this normal. I normally am very zen.) So I finally get done driving and then I get home and I kept feeling extremely regretful for yelling at that person I knew like that. So unlike me. An hour or two goes by and now I just have this feeling like something is wrong which replaced the regret feeling. Me and my wife go outside to smoke a cigarette (trying to quit I know) and when we were walking through the house. My wife saw a little girl with black hair in a crouching posture by a chair we had given to us in our old super haunted evil apartment we recently moved out of a few months ago. Then when we sat down she said that the little girl was kneeling under the table right in front of me.
So we go inside because she's freaked out and I'm not comfortable either. I had the feeling something was wrong still and had my guard up when we first walked out there. Then when I was staring at this tree nearby right by the edge of the house where there is a bright outside light we had on for light. I saw (now this is gonna sound weird lol) what looked to be a tree branch with my eyes, however at the same time with my eyes and my mind I also saw that same branch to be a fairy that wasn't the shape of a branch but we were the same thing. It's like it had some sort of psychic projection it could use as concealment that we would normally never see, but it was maybe letting me see it at the same time? It was brighter than the outside light next to it and it was behind it. Clearly not the same light. It was a warm yellowish light that was like a orb or circle around the fairy. For one instant I could see it clearly it was not a branch. And in that instant the picture is still vivid in my brain. It was a light creature made of the yellow light but it was much brighter and more solid than the aura around it. I could see it's two legs and arms but it's face I cannot remember. It had two small wings also made of the same light but less solid and bright that the body. It was near the top of the back and it also had a halo. It also moved into an angel position and held it's arms out for an instant and it looked to be a angel then it was gone. I felt really warm and a love in my chest but it too quickly went away. Then I felt something else come, I felt the feelings of being lost and sad and like a darkness surrounded us. But it was very quick. I had tears come to my eyes it was so fast and the energy makes my eyes water. So I quickly cut off that feeling as it clearly wasn't my own and we headed inside. As we walked away I took about 4 steps and then felt a cold spot on my upper spine it got colder and I felt like I was being drained. I felt energy that felt like electricity run through me and then suddenly I a flash of dread but it was a split second of it, then I found myself hyperventilating and shaking. I could control my body and I did but my vision was black for a few seconds. Then it came back. I stopped the hyperventilating quickly and slowed my breath and relaxed my lungs. But my entire body was shaking quite badly. I came our room and sat on the bed and did a small meditation to control my breathing. I lied down and for about 20 minutes my body was shaking unless I focused my mind on relaxing my muscles and even then a few light shakes snuck through. It ended and then I felt better.
The last couple of weeks have been interesting in some parts. Me and my wife have had some experiences. I'll give my account of what happened to me and then I'll just briefly give a synopsis of my wife's experiences.
So this experience was on the 10th I believe. I was on a Native American holy site that happens to be near the center of town. I was picking up some people I knew to drive them. While I was waiting for everyone, one person came earlier and they said that they had a migraine and wasn't feel well at all. They ended up getting into an argument with someone and then they were really angry. So I am just slightly annoyed this is taking so long but otherwise i am cool. My mom recently told me she thinks I am an empath. So that ties in here. We are just sitting in this car waiting and there are people every where for a German festival that was ending. Everyone is having a great time except me and this other person who is vibing very negative energy. Another person I am waiting on comes and gets in and excuses herself shortly after. Probably to get away from the negativity in the car lol. She goes and sits down outside nearby. So later everyone finally gets there and the upset person gets into an argument with another person in the car about nonsense. (Which the upset person usually would never act like that to that other person). So I try to drive and there are people everywhere drunk so I am irritated they won't stop walking in front of my car. So I end up having to drive through this sacred site (that is now a park) and when I am driving through it, I have a wave of rage like a flip of a switch and I start yelling like the other upset person was at the SAME person. (I can emphasis this again I would never tell at this person like this normal. I normally am very zen.) So I finally get done driving and then I get home and I kept feeling extremely regretful for yelling at that person I knew like that. So unlike me. An hour or two goes by and now I just have this feeling like something is wrong which replaced the regret feeling. Me and my wife go outside to smoke a cigarette (trying to quit I know) and when we were walking through the house. My wife saw a little girl with black hair in a crouching posture by a chair we had given to us in our old super haunted evil apartment we recently moved out of a few months ago. Then when we sat down she said that the little girl was kneeling under the table right in front of me.
So we go inside because she's freaked out and I'm not comfortable either. I had the feeling something was wrong still and had my guard up when we first walked out there. Then when I was staring at this tree nearby right by the edge of the house where there is a bright outside light we had on for light. I saw (now this is gonna sound weird lol) what looked to be a tree branch with my eyes, however at the same time with my eyes and my mind I also saw that same branch to be a fairy that wasn't the shape of a branch but we were the same thing. It's like it had some sort of psychic projection it could use as concealment that we would normally never see, but it was maybe letting me see it at the same time? It was brighter than the outside light next to it and it was behind it. Clearly not the same light. It was a warm yellowish light that was like a orb or circle around the fairy. For one instant I could see it clearly it was not a branch. And in that instant the picture is still vivid in my brain. It was a light creature made of the yellow light but it was much brighter and more solid than the aura around it. I could see it's two legs and arms but it's face I cannot remember. It had two small wings also made of the same light but less solid and bright that the body. It was near the top of the back and it also had a halo. It also moved into an angel position and held it's arms out for an instant and it looked to be a angel then it was gone. I felt really warm and a love in my chest but it too quickly went away. Then I felt something else come, I felt the feelings of being lost and sad and like a darkness surrounded us. But it was very quick. I had tears come to my eyes it was so fast and the energy makes my eyes water. So I quickly cut off that feeling as it clearly wasn't my own and we headed inside. As we walked away I took about 4 steps and then felt a cold spot on my upper spine it got colder and I felt like I was being drained. I felt energy that felt like electricity run through me and then suddenly I a flash of dread but it was a split second of it, then I found myself hyperventilating and shaking. I could control my body and I did but my vision was black for a few seconds. Then it came back. I stopped the hyperventilating quickly and slowed my breath and relaxed my lungs. But my entire body was shaking quite badly. I came our room and sat on the bed and did a small meditation to control my breathing. I lied down and for about 20 minutes my body was shaking unless I focused my mind on relaxing my muscles and even then a few light shakes snuck through. It ended and then I felt better.
