Hello I´m new here, I dont know how to start a thread because I´ve never been member of a Forum so I guess I´ll just start? sorry i think ist going to be alot to read. I am 24 yrs old, I am from and live in Germany. I am open to all opinions and believe in science as well as I believe in things (energies? Spirits? god) that us humans can not explain with science. I never had a Feeling that I am surrounded by ghosts, I only had a weird experience one time when my grandpa died like 9 years ago I asked him to give me a sign that he is in heaven. A few weeks (i think) I sat on his chair and heard a noise like if you rub your fingers on a clean shiny table, I couldnt identify what made the table make that Sound but i got scared so i said out loud: Grandpa if this is you, please stop because it scares me, but i know youre in heaven now. and the noise stopped. I mean it still couldve been something else but thats the only Thing I´ve ever experienced. My main questions though are about one specific Thing / ghost, when I was very Young (between the Age of 4 and 10 if i can remember it correctly) I used to speak to a Girl named Lisa, we had conversations sometimes out loud (me answering out loud, there wasnt a voice) or just in my head. So when I got older i just thought i was just talking to myself like many children do I guess but I never knew or could remember why I called this Girl in my head Lisa? I was in a relationship with a guy for 4 years, he is 11 years older than me. He used to feel and see other Spirits or energy I never really got into it because he said he didnt like it and doesnt want to have anything to do with it and that it was worse when he was a child but got less as he grew older and decided not to mess with those things. Anyways, one time i got interest in this subject and asked if i have like a Guardian angel maybe my grandma or something (I sometimes think about her and then talk to her pretending like shes there and it feels real but maybe just product of my phantasy). And he said, theres something around me but ist not my Grandmother, and when I asked what this something Looks like he didnt want to Keep talking about it because he said the energy would become less if he talks more about it, or something like that, and then he said "but she is always around you". After that I never really showed interest in ghosts or anything similar, like my entire life pretty much, but today, for some reason a thought crossed my mind, maybe that "her" could be Lisa? What do you guys think, is there a ghost or something similar around me that I just cant see? how do i find out if there is and how do I identify that ghost or being or whatever it is?