Sorry for the late reply, everyone, my laptop was lost for a bit and I got stuck in my studies.
Thank you, Lynne, I'll definitely be reading the article on dealing with paranormal activity.. I really need the help.
The bubble technique seems like it would be draining to keep up 24/7, a really great idea for some morning meditation, like a morning stretch. But, the crystal technique sounds really interesting, I've always focused on a door, but something on me would be better for when I go out on walks. ( it can be terrifying when one of them follows me home, especially a particular big one that had from the park, I couldn't keep it out of the house no matter how hard I tried. Day by day it got closer into the home until finally it was outside my bedroom door by the third night, I stayed up throughout until sunrise. But the next day my little sister came to me shook and pale, telling me a giant shadow man came into her room and watched her from the corner before she blacked out from fear )
That sounds awful, Garnetsilver, but you handled it incredibly. I don't know how you did it! When I was at work, my mind was crashed with the loudest scream of agony, the room swirled and I almost lost my balance, I had to find a corner to breath.
House rules? I wish you could have seen my face, Rowan, when you I read that. I pictured myself talking down to a shadow man as if it was a child misbehaving, I couldn't see myself having the gonads to do that!
And that's really sweet ElliO, thank you, these weird happenstances around me have taken a great toll on me and those directly around me. When I had gotten help from the psychic, she told me it would feel like a curse until the day I "awakened" and gained control, but to do so I would need to go into the forest at night and meditate until a white light came to me... Which quite frankly.. IT SOUNDS TERRIFYING. In the trees is where they all seem to come from... How could I go there in the dead of night when and where they're most active yet my most vulnerable? So I haven't done so. She also told me that my spirit had the jackals curse? And I needed to go to the ocean with her to be cleansed, I also refused, simply because when I started talking to her the paranormal activity became so aggressive I was mentally breaking down. They wanted her gone and she warned me they would, but I couldn't take it. They were hurting my family members to get to me, so I agreed to rid of her and they calmed down. If you guys could have been there to see the insanity.. It was then that my dad broke and screamed at me, saying this was all my fault, I brought this on and if I only stopped this would all end. Since then I've lived as they wanted me to.
But, I also want to say, there are good ones I've experienced, they've helped me out. Actually, to Ozentity, you mentioned a black panther.. A large black cat shaped one, feminine in nature, has been extremely helpful to me. She's kind, motherly in nature, and guiding from the energies that try to pull me in. And growing up there was one that tried to teach me how to talk to them, far before anyone else had seen them and I thought I was crazy, so I blindly listened with a child's heart to his instructions. I was so fearless that the shadows could walk right up to me and take me from my body, I wasn't filled with any fear, only wonder.. But after that night my dad was sitting where I usually was at 2 am, and he tried to attack it, I realized they were far more real than my imagination and I felt terror instead of wonder for them...
