Well...the universe isn't answering my prayers...
So far I've reached out to ministers, and a medium whom I thought for sure was going to help...but they both came back with a no, with different reasons... Not in a mean way...but I feel like the universe is mocking me...I REALLY don't want to do this by myself, but if I have to...I guess there's no other way...I live in the middle of nowhere so its hard to get to places...I also live in a religious area so I can't go blabbing this to anyone without any gossip hurting my family...
I stood up to this thing before, and it came back 2 years later...I'm afraid if I do this again, it's not going to leave, and make things worse...I really don't want my mother or family member involved in fear of it latching onto them...I feel screwed...
What also concerns me, is that our street is being worked on all this summer...As I was trying to fall asleep last night I felt SO much energy flowing in and out of my room...I literally can't close my eyes until I feel it is safe enough...Apart of me wants to write to the Dead Files team...do you guys watch that show?
I'm just afraid if I send in my experiences, Amy Allan will dig up more information about my past and I don't want that recorded. She has a tendency to do that with people...and ghosts...sigh...I'm just done...I'm too tired to take it on by myself...
So far I've reached out to ministers, and a medium whom I thought for sure was going to help...but they both came back with a no, with different reasons... Not in a mean way...but I feel like the universe is mocking me...I REALLY don't want to do this by myself, but if I have to...I guess there's no other way...I live in the middle of nowhere so its hard to get to places...I also live in a religious area so I can't go blabbing this to anyone without any gossip hurting my family...
I stood up to this thing before, and it came back 2 years later...I'm afraid if I do this again, it's not going to leave, and make things worse...I really don't want my mother or family member involved in fear of it latching onto them...I feel screwed...
What also concerns me, is that our street is being worked on all this summer...As I was trying to fall asleep last night I felt SO much energy flowing in and out of my room...I literally can't close my eyes until I feel it is safe enough...Apart of me wants to write to the Dead Files team...do you guys watch that show?
I'm just afraid if I send in my experiences, Amy Allan will dig up more information about my past and I don't want that recorded. She has a tendency to do that with people...and ghosts...sigh...I'm just done...I'm too tired to take it on by myself...
