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When I was 18, I learned of a specific spell from a real practicing pagan witch. The idea of the spell was to make a person fall in love with you forever and he would never want another again.
So stupid, in love and young like I was, I went and preformed it on my boyfriend of the time (without him knowing). I won't go into detail because internet has many eyes and I wouldn't want anyone else to go and test it out like I did.
The relationship was all jolly and he was the most perfect boyfriend anyone could wish for. But as time went by, I realized I just don't see myself with him in the future at all. The more I realized it, the more he started to irritate me and he never did a single thing wrong. It's almost like his perfection and love started to annoy me. So I dumped him. He came back. I tried every trick in the world from explaining how I just can't do it and I don't have the love for him anymore to yelling at him, pushing him away (I know right, I feel terrible even thinking about it). Every time he said he understood, but came back soon saying he just can't be without me.
Eventually I got into another relationship and he left me alone. I don't know if it's because of the spell or not, but in almost 20 years he hasn't had another serious relationship and even though I haven't spoken to him in years, I worry that he may still have feelings for me.
Naturally, I feel extremely guilty and embarrassed, as if I have ruined his life. If anyone has any ideas how to break a spell and set him free, please let me know!!!
So stupid, in love and young like I was, I went and preformed it on my boyfriend of the time (without him knowing). I won't go into detail because internet has many eyes and I wouldn't want anyone else to go and test it out like I did.
The relationship was all jolly and he was the most perfect boyfriend anyone could wish for. But as time went by, I realized I just don't see myself with him in the future at all. The more I realized it, the more he started to irritate me and he never did a single thing wrong. It's almost like his perfection and love started to annoy me. So I dumped him. He came back. I tried every trick in the world from explaining how I just can't do it and I don't have the love for him anymore to yelling at him, pushing him away (I know right, I feel terrible even thinking about it). Every time he said he understood, but came back soon saying he just can't be without me.
Eventually I got into another relationship and he left me alone. I don't know if it's because of the spell or not, but in almost 20 years he hasn't had another serious relationship and even though I haven't spoken to him in years, I worry that he may still have feelings for me.
Naturally, I feel extremely guilty and embarrassed, as if I have ruined his life. If anyone has any ideas how to break a spell and set him free, please let me know!!!