When I was on medication, it was before my mom’s passing. It was when I was in high school. I tried a few medications over 2 years before my doctor realized it wasn’t helping and mostly it was just rough life circumstances and not depression. I had a few experiences when on medication, but there’s no way to tell if it was the meds or genuine.
I’m a stay at home mom, but I occasionally do tarot readings for a few regular clients. No new conflicts there. There’s some stress with establishing my business a bit more and balancing home, but no true conflicts about it (as far as I’m aware).
I don’t really focus on anything in particular, I just find ghost stuff fascinating. I do try to actively avoid shows/talks of demons because it’s the one thing that really bothers me/brings on those sensations. But it’s only been recently that I’ve really been into watching it. My husband did note that I seem to have been drawn to it seemingly out of the blue.
Thank you for answering, I'm sorry I know they are personal. Ok since depression was ruled out that is a good sign because even though you may have overcome it, sometimes it's energies can linger & return in a paranormal form because of it attacking your astral space or aura, Anytime you get down or depressed it affects the aura & causes it to leak. And when the aura is "thin or weak* we are more susceptible to negative attacks. Which I think is the case. And from "my" experiences, yes they can follow you from childhood, especially if there has been a lot of tragedy because they will feed off of any fear you carry.
My first thought when you mentioned the pressure / pain and cold sensation on your left shoulder (although it being there specifically doesn't necessarily have specific meaning to my thoughts) was a possible psychic attack, even an unintended one. A lot of times when these occur people will experience pain & cold in one area. But your answers helped rule that out
since there is no-one that you are having conflicts with. So no negative vibes stirring the pot even accidently.
I know that Debi asked if you had any abilities & I'm wandering if she didn't hit on a good point. I know that sometimes if you have abilities and they are first awakening or coming known to you then it can suddenly draw your attention towards paranormal interest, usually because your trying to understand what's occurring & have it make sense. (I'm helping a lady right now who is encountering this & that's what she said is that she was just suddenly drawn to paranormal topics). I could be off, but there's some similarities. Plus I believe Debi knows these things well. Along with several other's here.
So basically if this is the case * there is a negative or dark entity attached to you or attacking you it may be being caused by your abilities awakening. Because as they grow so will your strength & knowledge of how to use them. And if the negative can cause fear it will also cause you to question yourself & fear what you don't yet understand. The more fear, the better the feeding platter for dark energy to use.
These are just my thoughts, & other's here will share as well but I hope maybe being here will be a start to help you get it solved. And should it be that you are *awakening* then there will be lots of help for that here also. (btw, & please don't take this a bad way bc I'm a smoker too. But besides the surgeon general warnings about cigarettes, smoking is bad for our auras to, so if you can then I suggest meditating & cleansing your chakras to help with that.
Blessings, light & love