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Hello everyone, season's greetings. I have had a few paranormal/ spiritual encounters in my short lifetimes so far, but today I will just recount my most recent and horrifying one. A few years ago, I think I was about 17, I learned that my biological mother dabbled in witchcraft and spiritual dealings of the like. I geuss it made sense when I heard it, because when I was little, maybe 7 or 8, I would pretend to make spells, and generally felt very attached to the Other World, one would say too much, perhaps. Many empaths say that they feel all emotions, happiness, sadness, joy, and can even read auras. I'm a strange one, though. I cannot read all emotions, and I can't read auras, but I can feel them. The only energies I can sense are the darker ones like hatred, jealousy, anger, and one that I call Ink. I call it Ink because... okay... imagine you have a bowl of water and you drop black ink into it. It kinda makes dark clouds in the water, right? I can sense it from people or places. It's werird, like I can only feel the surface of it. When I encounter someone or something with this Ink, this weird energy runs through my arms into my hands. It doesn't make my hair stand up... I actually feel tranquil. Like a reflecting pool. Anyway, back on track, when I was 16 or 17 I started reading about witchcraft, and it kinda opened my mind more to the darker side of the world. I thought the White Witches were kind and graceful, and I enjoyed reading about their spells. But I just kept feeling a pull to the darker side, and i started reading their stuff too. I learned the names of demons. And when I read one of their names, I just felt the electricity in my hands gather. I kinda sat there, on my bed, for a little bit, feeling kinda dazed. I just stared into space, but I was totally calm. I felt his presence in my room. And I knew that I had to stop his name from running in my head or else he might never go away. But it kept running through my head. Subconsciously, I heard my sister, who also shares the basement, go upstairs. She plays the guitar and left it on her bed. I felt him leave my room. I closed my eyes and started saying an incantation against evil spirits, because now i was scared and didnt want him to hurt my sister. I think he got upset, because I felt the Ink spike. Then, before he left, I heard my a chord play on my sister's guitar, and he said her name in a deep evil Inky voice. When I felt him leave, I closed my eyes and calmed myself.

And that's my most recent experience.

Thanks for listening.
 
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Just fair warning here, Pale. We are a forum of the Light. We do not do demons here.

PLEASE DON'T FEED THE DEMONS

I hope you will relook at this pull to the dark. As a Wiccan and one who knows the witch world, I will tell you that when you open the door to the dark, it will consume you. Take it from a Crone. You don't want to go there.
 
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I know, Debi. It scares me, sometimes. This was a few years ago, I think i'm in the safe zone now, but I feel like it's attracted to me more than I am to It... does that make sense? Since this is a forum of the Light does that mean I can't tell my other story? Because I really do want the Dark to leave me alone.
 

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I know, Debi. It scares me, sometimes. This was a few years ago, I think i'm in the safe zone now, but I feel like it's attracted to me more than I am to It... does that make sense? Since this is a forum of the Light does that mean I can't tell my other story? Because I really do want the Dark to leave me alone.
You can tell it as long as you are not embracing this dark side and present it carefully.

Those who are of the Light are often attacked by the Dark. You need to find your spiritual center and self and hang on to those values tightly. I hope you have learned a few of the basics, like using shields and protective prayers and/or intentions. You are young...I would also advise you to find a local mentor who can help guide you in this.
 
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You can tell it as long as you are not embracing this dark side and present it carefully.

Those who are of the Light are often attacked by the Dark. You need to find your spiritual center and self and hang on to those values tightly. I hope you have learned a few of the basics, like using shields and protective prayers and/or intentions. You are young...I would also advise you to find a local mentor who can help guide you in this.
Thank you Debi. :)
 

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My young brother was drawn to this kind of stuff at about your age Pale. Even though a very nice guy, his life spiralled out of control and ended at 23 from the torment.Dark stuff is around all the time,I've seen plenty of it,better to shield yourself than go with the flow.Welcome to the forum Pale.
feeling a pull to the darker side
 

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Hiya Pale. In the for what it's worth department. When I was in my 20s I wanted to be a psychologist, and passed all the coursework for my Psy D. My dad had an office neighbor that was a clinical psychologist.. so we hit it off and he mentored me.
He was also a psychic. And he understood me. He gave me a lot of insight into where I been and what lies ahead. So now fast-forward in I am in my mid-50s.
I decided to leave the Paranormal stuff alone after tipping a table with my friend the psychologist. The table was tapping out his name was Jesus. Jesus does not play parlor tricks.
So I was probably face to face with a demon that wanted to do me harm. So that was the end of any curiosity. Let it be.
Oz he has some pretty good Insight from experience. My psychologist friend died at a relatively young age.
So if any psychic insights come to me, it has to come to me. Not going looking.
 

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Hiya Pale. In the for what it's worth department. When I was in my 20s I wanted to be a psychologist, and passed all the coursework for my Psy D. My dad had an office neighbor that was a clinical psychologist.. so we hit it off and he mentored me.
He was also a psychic. And he understood me. He gave me a lot of insight into where I been and what lies ahead. So now fast-forward in I am in my mid-50s.
I decided to leave the Paranormal stuff alone after tipping a table with my friend the psychologist. The table was tapping out his name was Jesus. Jesus does not play parlor tricks.
So I was probably face to face with a demon that wanted to do me harm. So that was the end of any curiosity. Let it be.
Oz he has some pretty good Insight from experience. My psychologist friend died at a relatively young age.
So if any psychic insights come to me, it has to come to me. Not going looking.
Well stated Paint , good advice.
 
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I too went through periods of being drawn to the dark side. I found it curious as I identified moreso with the light.

When I was in my early teens, I helped a relative with a house cleaning job they had. In this one house there were Buddha statues. I didn't know anything about anything lol, truly, but I knew something about rubbing a Buddha's tummy for good luck or something along those lines.
What I would say out loud while rubbing this Buddha's belly was my acknowledgement of being of the light. Not in those words, more along the lines of being good and doing good. Having a positive ripple effect.
Honesty was a big thing for me to adhere to, and I knew stubbornly that a path of being a good soul was my thing.

I've experienced many ups and downs, but thankfully this gravitational pull back to who I really am always panned out. Been getting stronger and stronger and look forward to what will become.

So I guess what I am trying to say is what Debi has already said.

You need to find your spiritual center and self and hang on to those values tightly.
All the best Pale :)