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Hey there everybody. I come here as a last resort to tell my story and hopefully get some respect and not hurtful comments. I will feel a lot better to say what is happening to people who are open-minded and hopefully help me ease my fear. Thank you.
I live alone in my small apartment. Back in the summer I decided to take evening courses and did very well, learning video and becoming very passionate with my work. Occurrences started happening with my computer, making things very difficult to do my work. My final video project which was perfect, 2 hours before presentation, was trashed. Never got the same. Didn't think anything of it though.
Eventually I realized something was going on, to me, paranormally. All summer I feel I was being interacted with, toyed with, my precious hard worked files being messed with, deleted, things happening in real time right in front of me, making life very difficult. Checked every alternative out besides paranormal, router, virus, Geek Squad, etc. Eventually called the cable company and they insisted it was paranormal. Things died down a bit until recently when I started another class, especially 2 weeks ago as my final website project was due. Very fearful my hard worked project would be destroyed like the last.
A few weeks ago I purchased a new computer, very expensive, thinking this would resolve the whole issue. The activity came back worse than before. Toyed with, antagonized, frustrated, anything to stress me. The most disturbing thing that happened and rattled me the most was after a fearful Saturday, (sent out a panic letter to a paranormal team). Sunday morning I opened up an important html file that was clearly messed with, the code rearranged, it was perfect the day before and it was fine on the web server.
Actually Monday was the worse. Very disturbing to me. I opened up my not used much laptop to go to Starbucks and the web application and my important index file were opened. I would never do that, leaving my files exposed. No way. I quit out of the program, put the laptop in it's case and backpack and drove to Starbucks. When I opened up the laptop, the web app was once again opened with all my files. I was very disturbed by this and felt maybe I was followed, i d k. But I've used computers for 35 years, everyday. At Starbucks, I emailed another investigative team, basically the same letter as Saturday evening. When I got home and opened up my new computer, the letter from Saturday evening had been opened. Never never would do that, even accidentally, as I am very secretive about that. The final project presentation happened and everything went well. Things have seemingly been quiet since and I was able to logically 'debunk' some other things but I feel vulnerable and paranoid. The letter especially scared me as I feel whatever knows all my fears. Not sure what to do. Just want to talk and be believed and to understand what I need to do. A spiritual person coming out to my apartment would make me feel the best but that will probably never happen. Feel all alone on this.
There are a lot more occurrences that I will not get into. I try to keep an open mind and am logical but I am not logically deniable like all my friends, family, etc who do not believe in paranormal and would rather put me down as stupid and easily duped. I experience the stuff. I am there. They are not.
I've looked at all the alternatives -- hackings, viruses, etc etc, so let's not go there again. I am tired of hearing repeat suggestions.
Nice helpful comments, please, or move to the next post. Insults and disrespect only make me feel worse.
Thank you.
I live alone in my small apartment. Back in the summer I decided to take evening courses and did very well, learning video and becoming very passionate with my work. Occurrences started happening with my computer, making things very difficult to do my work. My final video project which was perfect, 2 hours before presentation, was trashed. Never got the same. Didn't think anything of it though.
Eventually I realized something was going on, to me, paranormally. All summer I feel I was being interacted with, toyed with, my precious hard worked files being messed with, deleted, things happening in real time right in front of me, making life very difficult. Checked every alternative out besides paranormal, router, virus, Geek Squad, etc. Eventually called the cable company and they insisted it was paranormal. Things died down a bit until recently when I started another class, especially 2 weeks ago as my final website project was due. Very fearful my hard worked project would be destroyed like the last.
A few weeks ago I purchased a new computer, very expensive, thinking this would resolve the whole issue. The activity came back worse than before. Toyed with, antagonized, frustrated, anything to stress me. The most disturbing thing that happened and rattled me the most was after a fearful Saturday, (sent out a panic letter to a paranormal team). Sunday morning I opened up an important html file that was clearly messed with, the code rearranged, it was perfect the day before and it was fine on the web server.
Actually Monday was the worse. Very disturbing to me. I opened up my not used much laptop to go to Starbucks and the web application and my important index file were opened. I would never do that, leaving my files exposed. No way. I quit out of the program, put the laptop in it's case and backpack and drove to Starbucks. When I opened up the laptop, the web app was once again opened with all my files. I was very disturbed by this and felt maybe I was followed, i d k. But I've used computers for 35 years, everyday. At Starbucks, I emailed another investigative team, basically the same letter as Saturday evening. When I got home and opened up my new computer, the letter from Saturday evening had been opened. Never never would do that, even accidentally, as I am very secretive about that. The final project presentation happened and everything went well. Things have seemingly been quiet since and I was able to logically 'debunk' some other things but I feel vulnerable and paranoid. The letter especially scared me as I feel whatever knows all my fears. Not sure what to do. Just want to talk and be believed and to understand what I need to do. A spiritual person coming out to my apartment would make me feel the best but that will probably never happen. Feel all alone on this.
There are a lot more occurrences that I will not get into. I try to keep an open mind and am logical but I am not logically deniable like all my friends, family, etc who do not believe in paranormal and would rather put me down as stupid and easily duped. I experience the stuff. I am there. They are not.
I've looked at all the alternatives -- hackings, viruses, etc etc, so let's not go there again. I am tired of hearing repeat suggestions.
Nice helpful comments, please, or move to the next post. Insults and disrespect only make me feel worse.
Thank you.
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