Steve, double posting is not necessary here. People will read or not read. You can't force the issue with a double post.Sorry, this is a repeated post but wanted to make sure everyone reads this.
After things became very positive, I made a montage with all me and all my family members and made and alter. In the photo, I have myself as a child plopped up on a dinner table with my relatives, hunched over holding my dog. There was a suspected contradiction, so I put the family montage as a screen saver and pointed to each family member and said the would be here to protect me and support me. I left the apartment. When I came back there was a napkin folded over and standing, leaning against my computer monitor. There was a deep imprint from a dish. Never did that. The only dish that fit was from my dead cat whose dish was on the alter with the montage print and dadd's watch/etc. The sign was very deep and meaningful, loving, and felt from my family members. I started making quotes as I felt a very deep connection and wanted to communicated to my living family. Everything was great. Now things are happening that are not so good with my files again, some ok, some not. Nervous again and reluctant to touch my work. The last message told me that he/she basically had me by the balls, can do to my files at will, either good or bad. I start doubting the positive, loving signs, and also doubting my preachings to see the signs and know families loved ones are around. My signs feel diluted and I feel stressed. Not sure now if the 'family' signs are a lie. Upset. Working on more montages of family but with other family members. Paranoid, idk, but sometimes feel crowding around watching over my shoulder as I work on the images. That probably my imagination. Would love to put the quotes up.
This is what I wrote for peace and I feel very good about this. Forgiveness. I felt it was good at first. I am mistrusting, mostly wrong, but now I feel hurt as this is being disrespected and my files again are being messed with. #1 is what I did a week ago. #2&3. last night.
'See me. My eyes, my thoughts, my fear, my passion.
Tremble no more, I am fine. Forgive, fulfill, unite. I am here.
See my eyes, trust my thoughts, protect my fear, hear my passion.
Kindness, compassion, love. Peace. I am here, always.'
'Signs. Understood. Joy.
'Anxiety, Disrespect, Sadness.
Yeah, just contacted my family temple where all the recent occurrences are related to. Unfortunately, as I suspected, they told me to contact a crises center. I am hurt. Embarrassed I asked them. Thank you for your suggestion though.That's actually what he's supposed to do, Steve. All clergy asks that to help figure out if things are paranormal. It's a standard question. I wouldn't take it personally.
It’s alright man. A lot of us get looked at funny or called crazy for even believing in the paranormal. Learned that the hard way with my family. Sorry you had to go through that. I suppose the world isn’t ready to entertain the thought.Yeah, just contacted my family temple where all the recent occurrences are related to. Unfortunately, as I suspected, they told me to contact a crises center. I am hurt. Embarrassed I asked them. Thank you for your suggestion though.
Maybe a psychic, if they take me seriously? So far no one has responded. Only this forum and I appreciate you all for your feedback. From my heart.
Are you familiar with smudging a house? (Burning sage, sweet grass or Palo Santo wood like incense)Yeah. Have an appointment with a psychic tonight. Will keep you updated.
Looks like I was wrong about all of this. The screensaver of my relatives was removed. Guess not protected. ):
Hey there everybody. I come here as a last resort to tell my story and hopefully get some respect and not hurtful comments. I will feel a lot better to say what is happening to people who are open-minded and hopefully help me ease my fear. Thank you.
I live alone in my small apartment. Back in the summer I decided to take evening courses and did very well, learning video and becoming very passionate with my work. Occurrences started happening with my computer, making things very difficult to do my work. My final video project which was perfect, 2 hours before presentation, was trashed. Never got the same. Didn't think anything of it though.
Eventually I realized something was going on, to me, paranormally. All summer I feel I was being interacted with, toyed with, my precious hard worked files being messed with, deleted, things happening in real time right in front of me, making life very difficult. Checked every alternative out besides paranormal, router, virus, Geek Squad, etc. Eventually called the cable company and they insisted it was paranormal. Things died down a bit until recently when I started another class, especially 2 weeks ago as my final website project was due. Very fearful my hard worked project would be destroyed like the last.
A few weeks ago I purchased a new computer, very expensive, thinking this would resolve the whole issue. The activity came back worse than before. Toyed with, antagonized, frustrated, anything to stress me. The most disturbing thing that happened and rattled me the most was after a fearful Saturday, (sent out a panic letter to a paranormal team). Sunday morning I opened up an important html file that was clearly messed with, the code rearranged, it was perfect the day before and it was fine on the web server.
Actually Monday was the worse. Very disturbing to me. I opened up my not used much laptop to go to Starbucks and the web application and my important index file were opened. I would never do that, leaving my files exposed. No way. I quit out of the program, put the laptop in it's case and backpack and drove to Starbucks. When I opened up the laptop, the web app was once again opened with all my files. I was very disturbed by this and felt maybe I was followed, i d k. But I've used computers for 35 years, everyday. At Starbucks, I emailed another investigative team, basically the same letter as Saturday evening. When I got home and opened up my new computer, the letter from Saturday evening had been opened. Never never would do that, even accidentally, as I am very secretive about that. The final project presentation happened and everything went well. Things have seemingly been quiet since and I was able to logically 'debunk' some other things but I feel vulnerable and paranoid. The letter especially scared me as I feel whatever knows all my fears. Not sure what to do. Just want to talk and be believed and to understand what I need to do. A spiritual person coming out to my apartment would make me feel the best but that will probably never happen. Feel all alone on this.
There are a lot more occurrences that I will not get into. I try to keep an open mind and am logical but I am not logically deniable like all my friends, family, etc who do not believe in paranormal and would rather put me down as stupid and easily duped. I experience the stuff. I am there. They are not.
I've looked at all the alternatives -- hackings, viruses, etc etc, so let's not go there again. I am tired of hearing repeat suggestions.
Nice helpful comments, please, or move to the next post. Insults and disrespect only make me feel worse.
And the price listed there is not what I paid for mine. I paid about $30 each. Bought a couple each month until I had at least 2 in each room. The correct name is Stetzerizer. This one could be a knock-off.
You could try these. I have them all over my house to keep the negative energy low around me. They do seem to help.
Friend keeps telling me that. So far burning white sage leaves. Friend gave me a candle also. I will order some. Thanks.Are you familiar with smudging a house? (Burning sage, sweet grass or Palo Santo wood like incense)
The fact she gave you something plastic told me scam straight off the bat. Did you sign a non disclosure agreement (NDA) or confidentiality agreement with the psychic?Friend keeps telling me that. So far burning white sage leaves. Friend gave me a candle also. I will order some. Thanks.
Totally scammed by psychic. Said 3 bad spirits with me for 15 years and i had a family curse. Got me even more scared than before and was forced into paying $450. She gave me a little plastic cracker jacks trinket to hang on door, 3 little sticks of incense and 3 candles -- $300. Wasn't supposed to get on social media or tell anyone. So talked to a spiritual friend and he told me scam. Called her and argued for the $125 I paid today for a 'temporary blockage' ($1100 for total, not including house call), so supposedly refunding me.
Definitely stuff happening here, not happy, but she added a lot of bs. Friend said all of it. Not sure what to do now. Will sage the place like you said but wish someone would come out here.