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Discussion in 'Your Paranormal Experiences' started by Stevelnyc, Dec 21, 2018.

  1. Stevelnyc

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    Hey there everybody. I come here as a last resort to tell my story and hopefully get some respect and not hurtful comments. I will feel a lot better to say what is happening to people who are open-minded and hopefully help me ease my fear. Thank you.

    I live alone in my small apartment. Back in the summer I decided to take evening courses and did very well, learning video and becoming very passionate with my work. Occurrences started happening with my computer, making things very difficult to do my work. My final video project which was perfect, 2 hours before presentation, was trashed. Never got the same. Didn't think anything of it though.

    Eventually I realized something was going on, to me, paranormally. All summer I feel I was being interacted with, toyed with, my precious hard worked files being messed with, deleted, things happening in real time right in front of me, making life very difficult. Checked every alternative out besides paranormal, router, virus, Geek Squad, etc. Eventually called the cable company and they insisted it was paranormal. Things died down a bit until recently when I started another class, especially 2 weeks ago as my final website project was due. Very fearful my hard worked project would be destroyed like the last.

    A few weeks ago I purchased a new computer, very expensive, thinking this would resolve the whole issue. The activity came back worse than before. Toyed with, antagonized, frustrated, anything to stress me. The most disturbing thing that happened and rattled me the most was after a fearful Saturday, (sent out a panic letter to a paranormal team). Sunday morning I opened up an important html file that was clearly messed with, the code rearranged, it was perfect the day before and it was fine on the web server.

    Actually Monday was the worse. Very disturbing to me. I opened up my not used much laptop to go to Starbucks and the web application and my important index file were opened. I would never do that, leaving my files exposed. No way. I quit out of the program, put the laptop in it's case and backpack and drove to Starbucks. When I opened up the laptop, the web app was once again opened with all my files. I was very disturbed by this and felt maybe I was followed, i d k. But I've used computers for 35 years, everyday. At Starbucks, I emailed another investigative team, basically the same letter as Saturday evening. When I got home and opened up my new computer, the letter from Saturday evening had been opened. Never never would do that, even accidentally, as I am very secretive about that. The final project presentation happened and everything went well. Things have seemingly been quiet since and I was able to logically 'debunk' some other things but I feel vulnerable and paranoid. The letter especially scared me as I feel whatever knows all my fears. Not sure what to do. Just want to talk and be believed and to understand what I need to do. A spiritual person coming out to my apartment would make me feel the best but that will probably never happen. Feel all alone on this.

    There are a lot more occurrences that I will not get into. I try to keep an open mind and am logical but I am not logically deniable like all my friends, family, etc who do not believe in paranormal and would rather put me down as stupid and easily duped. I experience the stuff. I am there. They are not.

    I've looked at all the alternatives -- hackings, viruses, etc etc, so let's not go there again. I am tired of hearing repeat suggestions.

    Nice helpful comments, please, or move to the next post. Insults and disrespect only make me feel worse.

    Thank you.
     
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  2. Paulm

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    hi steve, welcome to the forum. sounds like you got some interesting stuff going on there. im sure someone will be along shortly that can help, ghosts, electrical disruptions and things along these lines are not my specialty so I cant be of much guidance right now..
    I know it can get tiring having to explain things over and over again. but unfortunately when you come to a new group you have to start over, so don't get discouraged or irritated if someone asks all the common likely causes.... we first try to rule out all outside possibilities before going the complete paranormal route.....no one here will doubt you or ridicule you for what you see happening, we just try to get to the true possible explanation and then are able to help in a much better way.... thanks for sharing your experience.
     
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    Hackers do exist. Some may know you & be targeting you on purpose. Others just find someone they like to toy with for kicks, or feeling powerful. I’ll bet your problem isn’t paranormal.
     
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    welcome to the forum Steve. i hope we can help.

    if this continued with a new computer, this could definitely be paranormal. but one last thing just to confirm, how is the power at your house? i know with some houses there can be faulty wiring, or the breaker box just sucks (personally in my kitchen you cant use the toaster and charge a phone at the same time without the switch flipping). this can cause data to become corrupted.

    aside from that, do you use a proper power bar with surge protection? if none of these have to do with the issue, i doubt there's any mundane explanation for this issue.

    i don't think a hacker would harass you to this extent for this long, unless your line of work makes you a target for this kind of stuff. what do you do for work/study?
     
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    Welcome, Steve. I'll go right to a possible paranormal condition that may be at cause of this. Evern hear of SLIder energy? I'm going to attach a few thread references here where we speak of it.

    Researchers tackle 'SLIders' phenomenon - Unexplained Mysteries

    SLIding through my day

    SLIder activity?

    As I do have SLIder abilities, some of what you are describing sounds pretty familiar to me. Take a look at least at the beginning of both thread links and the article link at the top of them. See if this feels appropriate to your own situation.
     
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    I hope so. Just seems whatever/whoever knows my next step instantly. Yeah, hopefully. Today my camera did something odd out of nowhere but could be a coincidence. Also very slight interruption in power and computer cut off, nothing else.
     
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    I live in an apartment and I have a good surge protector. Just that it seems whatever this is knows my very next move instantly and I get paranoid it knows my thoughts. Bad. I've had a bad experience in NYC where I found an old book and then did evps and that was definite. I was attacked by huge balls of static/etc. Moved back to Maryland and did a video for class telling the story and packed it with evps. Things picked up after that and I became suspicious. Now I am paranoid and feel static and get paranoid. I will end up in hospital as there is nobody to talk to, nobody believes me. ): I am so happy you guys are helping me. Tried contacting a lot of investigative teams, really for a spiritual person, but nobody ever responds.

    Coincidences, timing, paranoia. Toaster oven did't work temporarily the other day. Today my camera acted strangely. Computer did a few things. Whatever this is, I want to be left alone. I am a good person, respectful and caring, empathetic. I just want to be passionate about my work and continue to grow, turning my life alone.

    Ha, getting a new replacement computer, more expensive. If this continues, everybody with then say I am imaging my files are being deleted.
     
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    I've looked into that and contacted the cable company. Surprisedly, the cs guy said paranormal, and the tech who came out agreed. I explained everything to Apple CS and I'll be working with them as an alternative.

    Just seems this is a person, in one shape or form, and crazy as this sounds and if this were a physical person, it is extremely jealous and hateful and wants me to not progress. I actually started when I decided to go back to school to turn my life around. I did extremely well and got a passion and energy I haven't had in at least 12 years. Very powerful feeling. Seems this happens especially after I invest a lot of time into something and become inspired and attached to it. And things happen more when I brag out loud.

    I really wish I had some psychic or investigative team come out just to see what is what. Absolutely nobody responds, either to my nice sane emails/messages, or my paniced, crying crazy messages. Either way, I always say I just want to talk. Nobody cares. You guys are the first and I feel better to talk about this. Thank you.

    One last thing, whatever I am dealing with, hack, artificial intelligence or paranormal, the constant is I am terrified about my files. These are my future. Nobody I know can associate with that and it absolutely suks.
     
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    Thank you for your reply. I will look into this and get back with you.
     
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    I think until you get this all under control, you should have duplicate external hard drives with your files, as well as printed copies in a fire safe.

    One thing I had to figure out the hard way is the paranormal is something you can’t talk about with most friends and family members. I know because a lot of my family is baptist. And I don’t have many friends :D

    I don’t think what you’re dealing with is even close to 51-50 worthy even if it wasn’t true, if that’s any consolation.

    Before I open my mouth too much on the advice part, what’s your faith?
     
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