Update:
I have mostly been able to re-write the program. And this has NOTHING......to do with being strong, moving on from life, not letting things affect you, yada yada yada, life lessons, etc, because nobody experienced what I did.
This thread is about reprogramming...... an old negative memory to a positive one.
Repetition.....Repetition..... Repetition appears to be the trick. Playing the song over and over seems to be creating a new memory, or re-writing it. In fact, I will also add that this seems to have begun to "cloud" the old memory. What I mean is, I actually have to put effort.... into retrieving the old memory. And that, is a good thing!
