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+=+=+= This is long winded but worth the read POSTS 1 and 2 =+=+=+
When I was, about eight, I was old enough to understand the church thing, most of it was creepy, boring, and I wanted nothing to do with it. God, Jesus, religion, psychic powers, Tarot readers, Santa Claus, and all other claims of the sort I was vehemently in disbelief of for most of my life. I had nothing to substantiate the existence of any of these things.
My research tells me that I have Premonitions as the list of possible symptoms matched very well with the experiences that I was having. This was a difficult pill to swallow especially for an at the time disbeliever in all things bullshit.
I have never experienced a more dramatic attention getter than this. I have no idea where “It” comes from. What could possibly be the origin of these? Your brain, God, Jesus, The Holy Ghost, your Guardian Angel, numerous other Angels, Aliens, the Universe, or some other unnamable interdimensional influence. All that I know is that I used to be a regular Human Being, affected by gravity, not really a fan of being rained on. The first seventeen years of my life, if I did not see it, feel it, or hear it then it did not exist.
I have never tried to convince anyone of what I experience because it is the work of Hollywood. There is that old saying, “you know what you know” which means that I, you, me, we experienced something substantial, and its very nature would prove difficult, if not impossible, to prove or explain to others. Truth be told, I would probably not believe anyone claiming to have any ability, or that can talk to the dead. To be clear, I do not have an ability or talk to the dead.
Well, here is how it happens.
When a Premonition (Prophecy?) arrives, I am flushed with an alarming wave of intensity. It starts at my head and rushes to my feet. All of my thoughts, activities, movement, come to a stop. It now has your complete and undivided attention.
As the wave begins to wane, I literally hear a voice in my head, and it is that of a Woman. Yes, a voice. A full-fledged Old Testament Biblical experience like the stories when God used to talk to his people directly, but no one else heard him. Am I saying God talked to me? Absolutely not but somebody is talking. This, this is "As Real As Real Gets". I'm talking about the real fricken deal. How could this be? This kind of thing is not real. It's NOT real. Is it? Well ladies and gentleman, I'm here to tell you that it is.
The voice is loud enough. It is clear, calm, and concise. She speaks formally; does not use words that require an apostrophe. She has a very even-keeled cadence and is not frightening in any way. I also find there to be something about the number seven.
The First
It was summer 1987, and I was 17 years of age. Some friends and I were out one-night riding around and doing what teens do. While sitting at a traffic light I suddenly felt an intense wave rush over me from head to foot. As this feeling waned, I heard a voice speak a phrase. It was not my voice, and certainly not my thoughts, I was too shaken up to have my own thoughts. This voice, She said to me, "Something bad is going to happen."
I told the other three heathens in the car, eh something. A version of the truth that I created on the spot just for them. I said, “Guys, somethings not right.” I withheld the drum of water feeling, and the “voice”, the usual omittances. All agreed that I looked like I saw a ghost. I should have stepped out immediately.
Moments later a police officer turned on his lights and we all went to jail. This was the only bad thing to happen to me. Life returned to normal.
The Second
It was early 1994 and I am now 24 years of age. It has been seven years since The First. I happened to be with a friend, one actually, that was in that doomed car back in 1987. We were headed to South Beach, Miami for some festivities. It was midafternoon and we stopped at a gas station. As soon as we parked, it happened again. I instantly recognized this overwhelming feeling seven years later like it happened an hour ago!
As the wave washed over me, I knew what to expect. The first time was unlike anything you might ever experience in your lifetime you simply do not forget it. I waited to hear a voice speak a phrase and She did not disappoint. She uttered the words, "You are going to meet someone."
I thought perhaps that I might bump into someone I knew. I met no one that entire day. In fact, I met no one until one week, seven days later, when I met my wife. We have been married now for twenty-seven years as of this writing. I met someone indeed. Interestingly enough, the other fella in the truck, he was a diabetic, his health declined and he passed away. I never received a Premonition about him despite him being present for two of them.
The Third
It is 1999 and I am 29 years old. This one is different as it occurs five years after The Second Premonition not seven. This one was fairly simple and there is not much backstory to it. Once again it occurs, and it too came with a message. She said, “Someone is going to die.” Right off the bat, I did not like this message. I started thinking, then worrying.
Why not just tell me who? But not telling me makes sense because I would most likely interfere for the worse.
My experience with the first two Premonitions led me to instantly believe that it was in fact going to happen. One week (7 days) later, my boss and mentor passed away from cancer. I had no idea he was even ill. The man was still coming to work right up until a few days before he died! This was the only passing that happened in my circle or family.
When I was, about eight, I was old enough to understand the church thing, most of it was creepy, boring, and I wanted nothing to do with it. God, Jesus, religion, psychic powers, Tarot readers, Santa Claus, and all other claims of the sort I was vehemently in disbelief of for most of my life. I had nothing to substantiate the existence of any of these things.
My research tells me that I have Premonitions as the list of possible symptoms matched very well with the experiences that I was having. This was a difficult pill to swallow especially for an at the time disbeliever in all things bullshit.
- I do not get hairs standing up on my neck.
- I do not feel drawn to specific life choices over another.
- I do not have Premonition dreams.
- I am not shown images of any kind.
- I am always awake.
- I hold no sway over them.
- I cannot call on them.
- They arrive when and wherever they desire.
- They are extremely alarming!
I have never experienced a more dramatic attention getter than this. I have no idea where “It” comes from. What could possibly be the origin of these? Your brain, God, Jesus, The Holy Ghost, your Guardian Angel, numerous other Angels, Aliens, the Universe, or some other unnamable interdimensional influence. All that I know is that I used to be a regular Human Being, affected by gravity, not really a fan of being rained on. The first seventeen years of my life, if I did not see it, feel it, or hear it then it did not exist.
I have never tried to convince anyone of what I experience because it is the work of Hollywood. There is that old saying, “you know what you know” which means that I, you, me, we experienced something substantial, and its very nature would prove difficult, if not impossible, to prove or explain to others. Truth be told, I would probably not believe anyone claiming to have any ability, or that can talk to the dead. To be clear, I do not have an ability or talk to the dead.
Well, here is how it happens.
When a Premonition (Prophecy?) arrives, I am flushed with an alarming wave of intensity. It starts at my head and rushes to my feet. All of my thoughts, activities, movement, come to a stop. It now has your complete and undivided attention.
As the wave begins to wane, I literally hear a voice in my head, and it is that of a Woman. Yes, a voice. A full-fledged Old Testament Biblical experience like the stories when God used to talk to his people directly, but no one else heard him. Am I saying God talked to me? Absolutely not but somebody is talking. This, this is "As Real As Real Gets". I'm talking about the real fricken deal. How could this be? This kind of thing is not real. It's NOT real. Is it? Well ladies and gentleman, I'm here to tell you that it is.
The voice is loud enough. It is clear, calm, and concise. She speaks formally; does not use words that require an apostrophe. She has a very even-keeled cadence and is not frightening in any way. I also find there to be something about the number seven.
The First
It was summer 1987, and I was 17 years of age. Some friends and I were out one-night riding around and doing what teens do. While sitting at a traffic light I suddenly felt an intense wave rush over me from head to foot. As this feeling waned, I heard a voice speak a phrase. It was not my voice, and certainly not my thoughts, I was too shaken up to have my own thoughts. This voice, She said to me, "Something bad is going to happen."
I told the other three heathens in the car, eh something. A version of the truth that I created on the spot just for them. I said, “Guys, somethings not right.” I withheld the drum of water feeling, and the “voice”, the usual omittances. All agreed that I looked like I saw a ghost. I should have stepped out immediately.
Moments later a police officer turned on his lights and we all went to jail. This was the only bad thing to happen to me. Life returned to normal.
The Second
It was early 1994 and I am now 24 years of age. It has been seven years since The First. I happened to be with a friend, one actually, that was in that doomed car back in 1987. We were headed to South Beach, Miami for some festivities. It was midafternoon and we stopped at a gas station. As soon as we parked, it happened again. I instantly recognized this overwhelming feeling seven years later like it happened an hour ago!
As the wave washed over me, I knew what to expect. The first time was unlike anything you might ever experience in your lifetime you simply do not forget it. I waited to hear a voice speak a phrase and She did not disappoint. She uttered the words, "You are going to meet someone."
I thought perhaps that I might bump into someone I knew. I met no one that entire day. In fact, I met no one until one week, seven days later, when I met my wife. We have been married now for twenty-seven years as of this writing. I met someone indeed. Interestingly enough, the other fella in the truck, he was a diabetic, his health declined and he passed away. I never received a Premonition about him despite him being present for two of them.
The Third
It is 1999 and I am 29 years old. This one is different as it occurs five years after The Second Premonition not seven. This one was fairly simple and there is not much backstory to it. Once again it occurs, and it too came with a message. She said, “Someone is going to die.” Right off the bat, I did not like this message. I started thinking, then worrying.
Why not just tell me who? But not telling me makes sense because I would most likely interfere for the worse.
My experience with the first two Premonitions led me to instantly believe that it was in fact going to happen. One week (7 days) later, my boss and mentor passed away from cancer. I had no idea he was even ill. The man was still coming to work right up until a few days before he died! This was the only passing that happened in my circle or family.
