Indigo, i feel that you are probably right about the soul contracts between my ex and i. People couldn't believe that we were a couple lol. She modeled and i'm not the greatest looking guy in the world lol. But i wish her well and hope she is happy and finds the happiness she's looking for. And you are right as for me i've got to move on and find someone. I'm sorry to hear the relationship with your mom isn't going very well. Could it be that since you dream of her as a mean sister, that possibly from another lifetime she was a mean sister? And that the souls will recognize it before we do. That could explain why the relationship is rocky so to speak. We do tend to reincarnate with souls we already know and have issues to work out with them. Hopefully one day you'll be able to work things out with her. I would like to thank you for the helping me and taking the time to give me guidance. I greatly appreciate it . I've been keeping myself less protected since last night, just to see what will happen in dream state today. I'm having very odd dreams again, so hopefully i'm on the right path for enlightenment. Can you recommend any good books for me to read that deals with soul contracts and sprit guides?