- Jul 20, 2015
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Indigo, i feel that you are probably right about the soul contracts between my ex and i. People couldn't believe that we were a couple lol. She modeled and i'm not the greatest looking guy in the world lol. But i wish her well and hope she is happy and finds the happiness she's looking for. And you are right as for me i've got to move on and find someone. I'm sorry to hear the relationship with your mom isn't going very well. Could it be that since you dream of her as a mean sister, that possibly from another lifetime she was a mean sister? And that the souls will recognize it before we do. That could explain why the relationship is rocky so to speak. We do tend to reincarnate with souls we already know and have issues to work out with them. Hopefully one day you'll be able to work things out with her. I would like to thank you for the helping me and taking the time to give me guidance. I greatly appreciate it . I've been keeping myself less protected since last night, just to see what will happen in dream state today. I'm having very odd dreams again, so hopefully i'm on the right path for enlightenment. Can you recommend any good books for me to read that deals with soul contracts and sprit guides?Sometimes I have read and heard, that our 'soul contracts' aren't always positive ones. Still there is something there to learn...I think unfortunately you could have been experiencing this kind of soul contract with your ex. You might have said you'd find her, and she might have promised to allow herself to be found, but then realized she wasn't going to keep good on anything more after she'd been found. Hopefully the contract is broken now, for both your sakes, so you each can move on into a more positive circle of souls that better suits you each.
No one has ever confirmed this for me, but I suspect I've got this kind of contract with my mother. I remember laying in bed as a little girl thinking she couldn't possibly be my mother, a 3 year old doesn't think those things. I'd also dream of her but that she'd be my mean sister rather than mother. Still to this day that is how I think of her. And, in this lifetime that really is kind of what she is, since I was also reared 60% by my grandparents. I'm really like my grandma's 'change of life baby' & my uncle and mother treat me like I'm the baby, and are very jealous & my grandparents have told me that I'm more of a daughter to them. But no one fills a child's head with this talk. So I can't tell if being abandoned as a newborn until I was 2, programmed the idea she wasn't my mother but my sister into my head, or if it was like that before and repeats again to both of our displeasure. I think the later, because her evil runs deep & has no good explanation- and her connection with me was broken from the time of my conception- so it's not 'personal' it just always was, if that makes sense? She's very different with my brother, better & connected to him so much that he's 25 & able bodied and still lives at home and acts like he's 12 because she babies him so.
These soul contracts affect our spirit guide connections as well, as if you go back to the beginning of this thread, I explain how my 1600s guide & myself were drawn back together.