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- Oct 17, 2018
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excuse any spelling im having a hard time controlling my body, about 3 days ago i felt some sort of energy enter my body during my daily prayers, im considered empathic so i thought i was just about absorption but my body felt werid like my body ws being weighed down, later that day i experienced a blackout and attacked my boyfriend in a blind rage the rest of that night was a fuzzy mess i dont remember sleeping but i do remember speaking to a male voice who called himself alubeth, i dont remember what we agreed to but do member the pain i felt ib my chest it was like heart burn with a flaming knife carving something into my chest yesturday was just as fuzzy as the day before accoriding to my grandmother i was very spaced out and my eyes looked dull but not sickly,i can remeber last nights dream of what they looked like they wore a cat/dog mask and dressed in black robes with white desgins, today ive been going thruogh shaking fits and pain in the same chest area,