Thank you for responding titch2k6 and for your kind words! I think I shouldn’t have written the words what, where or why? I understand you being a little skeptic or totally skeptic. I am not asking if this happened, I know what happened. I know it’s not dust. I know it wasn’t my camera. I absolutely will show you my pictures and everyone. I never knew anything about orbs or Rods. I did lose my dad and 9 days after we lost him electrical things started happening at my house and my brothers. For example, on December 15th 2007 he was 60 years old. We lost dad. December 23rd we lost power, early morning we got power on.(don’t know exactly what time but between 2-3:30 a.m and my mom slept over to be with me). She and I slept on the couch, I was a mess crying and fell asleep and she was comforting me. Well lights camera back on, she woke me and I had to go to the bathroom. I got up walked into my kitchen which I had to do to get to my bathroom. It felt like someone made me look at my electronic clock on stove, I looked and screamed. Yes screamed, my mom cane running and said it’s ok, your ok. I said no! I pointed at the clock and my mom said it’s not 11:17 it’s morning. ( if electricity come back on a device electric device it should come back on as 12:00 or 00:00) not 11:17. I looked at her and said that’s what time they pronounced dad passed. Then from then on, all electrical things kept happening. At my house and my brothers. My brother lost over 50 light bulbs. He is an electrician. It got to a point that my it scared my kids and seemed like it was never going to stop. My kids would start yelling at my dad PAPA your scaring us. He would stop once that was said. My dogs were standing at protective stance growling with both of their butts on my knees. Nothing there, that I could see. So I know paranormal exists. See I know for sure, that my pictures are real, I have no gain here! There was nothing in the apartment nothing but a unplugged microwave and a trash can and brooms and vacuums. That was it. There was no lights in the 2 bedrooms. No heat, no bugs (gross) nothing to stir up anything and the apartment was done on February 11th. Cleaning wise! My phone I wipe down with an alcohol swab bc we can’t take any chances with my husband having terminal cancer with Covid, but I took a bunch of pictures for security deposit back on the 14th, into the morning of the 15th. It was one month mom had passed on the 14th. I had trouble honestly saying goodbye to her apartment, bc honestly in my head I was trying to say she was in the hospital. Having to say goodbye to the apartment was saying good to my mom all over again. My mom went into the Hospital December 22nd by ambulance. She had tested Covid positive and admitted. On the morning of December 27th, at 7:30a.m I was called to be told mom had to go on a ventilator. I said I will be right there, they said no one is allowed in. I said your not telling me, either you get her on FaceTime or I’m coming in before you put her on ventilator. They let us FaceTime. I was crying, my husband told mom to fight with everything she has. She swore she would and was trying. Of course my mom was concerned if I got everyone’s Christmas gifts. My family and my brothers. I assured her I had everyone’s gifts and that I would wrap them, but no one will get them till she came home to us, and that we had tons here for her. So I think if she came back and from what I’ve been reading, is we had the ventilator pulled on the 14th of January, she was pronounced within minutes like 6-8 to be exact. I am now questioning if she was already gone. But that’s something I can share later. So she was probably not finished here, trying to get back into her shell. Seeing me cry and that my brother finally was around and at the hospital with me. She probably went back to her apartment due to not wanting to believe she passed without saying goodbye and that her belongings were at her house. What ever family members or angels probably had to bring her to her place to get her to go to the light, but needed to prove to her she was no longer here with us.Hello and welcome to the forum.
Sorry to hear about the difficult times you have had and are currently having. Life has a horrible way of testing our mettle at times and from your post, I can see that you come across as a strong individual, despite all that you are going through, and I commend you for that. Yes, it hurts, but it is our inner strength that gets us through all the difficult times and onto brighter pastures.
The 'what, why and who' is very difficult to give you any answers to through any forum. As a paranormal investigator, I can only surmise as to the things you have experienced purely based on the information you have provided. For any solid answers, a formal investigation would normally have to be conducted.
The main question I would like to ask at this point is what do you want from this? If you want to understand and know more, then there are things that you can do yourself to try and get some answers, but this may come at the cost of increased activity and, in the worst-case scenario, a possible attachment.
With over 25-years of experience in the field, the best advice I can give right now is as follows:
Do not presume anything. We all like to believe that a loved one has come forward to us in visitation, or back in 'residence' to a place that they have fond memories of or a close attachment to. However, this may not be the case and it may be something entirely different. Do not let your guard down until you can ascertain exactly what you are dealing with, especially with so much emotional turmoil going on in your life at present.
I find it interesting that you mention that a psychic suggests that there are way many more, as opposed to the one, entities being experienced during your visits. Refer to the advice above.........
As an investigator, I look for explainable, natural reasons for any claims made before I look any further. Please, do not take any offence to this - this is just how the field of paranormal investigation works. Once all logical explainations can be ruled out, then, and only then, can we look beyond this and at paranormal explainations.
For example, the orbs - are they orbs or just travelling dust particles refracting light? Or bugs? This is one of the most commonly mistaken claims by people, even some ghost hunters. It does not make the experience any less confusing or spectacular, but it could just be explained by something natural in origin. Where possible, orbs should always be captured on video as opposed to still imagery. Any noted anomaly with its shape, illuminance and movement patterns, that can only be deemed from a motion capture, can be used to analyse any potential origin.
I for one would certainly invite you to post any pictures you have for further analysis and for an opinion to be drawn against - but that is all it would be, an opinion. Nobody reputible in paranormal investigations could give you any definative answers purely from looking at pictures.
after looking at my pictures at 2:00a.m and seeing some weird stuff, I ran out of there. With no intention of going back. I was all set!!! It’s then I started looking up this stuff, got in touch with a psychic and she told me about orbs and rods. So I started looking more and more and reading more and more. I decided after reading, bc it said what I experienced was paranormal and if I could go back call her. So yes I couldn’t get anyone to go with me, bc I showed them the pictures. Then I decided if I were to bring anyone with me, she might not come. So the 25th the day after my birthday I went back. I felt nothing. I kept calling her and egging her on to come to me, show me your here, asking do you not have enough energy to come see me. It took a good 45 minutes till I finally knew I wasn’t alone anymore. Hot and cold, the hairs on the back of my neck were standing. I knew!!!!! But I couldn’t see anything...nothing and to be honest, I was like WHY did you want to come back??? Thinking to myself!!! I had to keep praying and telling myself it’s my mom and dad possibly and they wouldn’t hurt me. Well I must have snapped a million pictures and got some weird white marks, and a got a picture of someone trying to show themselves to me!!! I showed two psychics and they said I don’t have one person I have several. I don’t know if it’s my mom or dad or family. I have not been back, twice was enough to say someone or something is trying to get my attention. That is without no doubt! No dust, no anything else! It was definitely paranormal, which I have been told I have the ability bc I’m so open minded. ( yes open minded to spirits and ghosts) but this stuff was something I never knew about, but I guess being open minded, means your open to all of the possibilities of belief. I will definitely post pictures and explain we’re I was and what rooms. Like I said I’m a 52 year old woman and I just wanted to talk to people who have experienced the same and believe. I also want to say, something else. My husband had a dr’s appointment 3 hours after my mom passed, and bc of Covid we could bring him in, but had to wait in the car. (My daughter brought him) and we would do a three way call of appointment bc like I said I just lost mom 3 hours ago!