Ben do you feel comfortable telling us what the recited words were? Do you have a gut feel as to who these people are? If they are not aliens or the government, they have a lot of abilities and power. That doesn’t leave a lot of choices. Perhaps a terrestrial evolved group like the Illuminati ? Secret space program? In the US we have the rumored Montalk project that uses young people in horrific expiroments to make super soldiers for that space project. If your past luck is connected to these expierences it would mean they were following you and making things happen in your life. If things are not happening in that manner anymore perhaps they have left you. The big question is who are “THEY” and Why did they mess with your mind and your body? Your extreme fear of them lends to the belief that they had or would hurt you. I’m so sorry Ben that you had to go through this. It seems to have effected your life tremendously. One last question. Have you been physically altered in anyway?Physical ailments or implants? Please don’t feel pressured to answer anything too uncomfortable. You said ask away so I am.