lucid

I have been able to dream lucidly for a few years now, but I am still in a learning phase. Now my pet passed away about a month ago, of course I miss her a lot. The last few evenings I have been dreaming about her all the time, before it was a normal dream, but now my consciousness recognizes...

This is going to be quite a long post, but I think it may help others to know they aren't alone! It'd also really help me to get this off my chest. ---------- I cant ever remember a time not being afraid, paranoid, or "weird". My very first memory EVER was of my great grandmas funeral. I was...