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One more thing I almost forgot. I am extremely quick to anger and things set me off really easily! I have to remind myself that this isn’t me. That this thing is altering my state of mind. This too is getting better but its still difficult to deal with as I’m usually a very happy, easy going guy. I wish there was an easy way to make this stop once and for all but it’s a grind.
Is this short temper a new thing or have you always had a short fuse?
 
Is this short temper a new thing or have you always had a short fuse?

Most definitely not me! I’m a very mellow guy generally. I was constantly on edge. Constantly having to calm myself down. Everything made me mad. I was able to control my temper for the most part, but there were times I just reacted angrily without thinking.
 
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Most definitely not me! I’m a very mellow guy generally. I was constantly on edge. Constantly having to calm myself down. Everything made me mad. I was able to control my temper for the most part, but there were times I just reacted angrily without thinking.
It is possible that stress and anxiety can cause temper flare ups too. Living under the stress of oppression is not easy. Keep up the fight on all fronts.
 
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It is possible that stress and anxiety can cause temper flare ups too. Living under the stress of oppression is not easy. Keep up the fight on all fronts.

This was definitely different. It was like a veil over my eyes too. It was like seeing through smoke. Then I’d be hit with a wave of dread that was unbearable. Several times I had to focus on not having an anxiety attack. I’d be totally fine, then I’d be hit with rage or despair. It definitely wasn’t stress. I can’t really explain the feeling. It was overwhelming at times. Totally unlike me.
 
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This was definitely different. It was like a veil over my eyes too. It was like seeing through smoke. Then I’d be hit with a wave of dread that was unbearable. Several times I had to focus on not having an anxiety attack. I’d be totally fine, then I’d be hit with rage or despair. It definitely wasn’t stress. I can’t really explain the feeling. It was overwhelming at times. Totally unlike me.
How awful. I hope this is over for you now.
 
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