Hey all. I know I haven't posted anything in a long time, but here's a little backstory on that. I suffer from depression and sometimes I go weeks, months, even years without wanting to interact with very many people. So, it's not because I don't like this site, I actually love it. It's just me dealing with my own inner demons the only way I know how. So anyway, here's another experience that happened just a few nights ago, and it is one of the most terrifying things that has ever happened to me.
I don't know if I should stop watching paranormal/ghost hunting videos just before I go to bed because I think it's really starting to affect my brain. I'm saying this because the other night I was watching YouTube videos on paranormal/ghost hunts. I think it was either Proving Demons or OmarGoshTV. Shortly after, I decided to lay back on the couch and relax. I fell asleep and had one of the most terrifying dreams imaginable. You know in these ghost hunt videos, the investigators use a spirit box to communicate with entities? Well, in my dream, I was the one who was talking through the box. Like, I was the one who was dead and talking to the investigators. I remember being really scared in the dream. I didn't want to be dead. I can't really remember much after that, but later on in the dream, I was alive again for some reason. I know, weird right? Anyway, in the dream I crawled into bed and laid on my stomach, which is weird because I'm usually a side or back sleeper. This is where it gets truly terrifying. As I was about to fall asleep, I felt someone or something getting on the bed. And before I could react, he/she or it was on top of me, holding me down. I couldn't move. Then I felt it bend down and whisper something in my ear. I couldn't hear what it was because it was all garbled. I started to panic, and this is when I actually woke up. I was on my back this time. You'd think I'd be relieved, but no. I still felt that weight on me. Pushing me down. I couldn't move. I couldn't speak. Nothing!!! It was maybe 10 minutes before I felt the pressure ease off. It truly scared the living shit out of me.
I have never experienced sleep paralysis before, so I really don't know if that's what it was. In my heart, I don't believe it was because I've had feelings of being "Watched" before. In this very house. What are your thoughts? Any info would be greatly appreciated.
I don't know if I should stop watching paranormal/ghost hunting videos just before I go to bed because I think it's really starting to affect my brain. I'm saying this because the other night I was watching YouTube videos on paranormal/ghost hunts. I think it was either Proving Demons or OmarGoshTV. Shortly after, I decided to lay back on the couch and relax. I fell asleep and had one of the most terrifying dreams imaginable. You know in these ghost hunt videos, the investigators use a spirit box to communicate with entities? Well, in my dream, I was the one who was talking through the box. Like, I was the one who was dead and talking to the investigators. I remember being really scared in the dream. I didn't want to be dead. I can't really remember much after that, but later on in the dream, I was alive again for some reason. I know, weird right? Anyway, in the dream I crawled into bed and laid on my stomach, which is weird because I'm usually a side or back sleeper. This is where it gets truly terrifying. As I was about to fall asleep, I felt someone or something getting on the bed. And before I could react, he/she or it was on top of me, holding me down. I couldn't move. Then I felt it bend down and whisper something in my ear. I couldn't hear what it was because it was all garbled. I started to panic, and this is when I actually woke up. I was on my back this time. You'd think I'd be relieved, but no. I still felt that weight on me. Pushing me down. I couldn't move. I couldn't speak. Nothing!!! It was maybe 10 minutes before I felt the pressure ease off. It truly scared the living shit out of me.
I have never experienced sleep paralysis before, so I really don't know if that's what it was. In my heart, I don't believe it was because I've had feelings of being "Watched" before. In this very house. What are your thoughts? Any info would be greatly appreciated.