My Alien Depression

jayiniowa

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I've had quite a few experiences throughout my life. I decided to put them down on paper recently,and then I submitted it to ConspiracyFiles.net. It would appreciate any feedback you might have. Here's the link to the article.
Grey Nights - info.ConspiracyFiles.net
 
I've had quite a few experiences throughout my life. I decided to put them down on paper recently,and then I submitted it to ConspiracyFiles.net. It would appreciate any feedback you might have. Here's the link to the article.
Grey Nights - info.ConspiracyFiles.net
*Mods: I have approved this one time link for jayiniowa to his story.
 
Wow that is an interesting read. Thanks for sharing your story. I’m sad to think your childhood was marred by these beings.

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Thank you for sharing your story with us Jay. I’m sorry to find that you experienced so much fear on those occasions. And, I’m glad to know that you’re still a functioning adult.

I used to have paralyzing fear of the dark until aged 16. I don’t know what caused it but it stopped quite suddenly. Had I ever seen anything like what you described, I could certainly understand a possible cause.

Since you recount several similar occurrences over time, do you think you were targeted purposely?
 
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I’m known here on the PNF as mostly a psychic mystic but I do have a very minor (in count) set of UFO related experiences too. I can’t recall accurately, as I tend to share here pretty freely, which of the following three occurrences I’ve shared before. I know the first part of the first experience has been shared though. I’ll abbreviate all to fit them into one post.

1. As documented in Project Blue Book, a UFO was reported over the military base where I was (conceived and) born just eight months before my birth. I was born prematurely too.

2. In the very early 1970s, my Dad used to very routinely take me to a local donut shop for breakfast on the way to school. This would have been between fifth and seventh grades. One morning when I was not with him, another patron at the donut shop gave my Dad something which she asked him to “give to your son.” It was a UFO magazine and a one page original (first generation) typewritten list of UFO references - essentially a bibliography. I still have both stored in a box somewhere in my garage. Though I recall that woman from many prior visits to the donut shop - she stood out because she looked like someone who was about 10 years behind the times with dress and hairstyle - we did not see her again after that event. I have never looked into any of the references on that typewritten page.

3. My Dad was a career military service man and civil servant doing most of his work in the areas of security and safety. Through Freedom of Information Act, my brother has been able to gain a documented history of most of his service with exception of a couple of years when he was stationed at Tyndall AFB (where I was born) and Cape Canaveral AFB. At some point in late 1977, my Dad took me aside kind of randomly, and told me that, “The government DOES have possession of alien bodies...”. My Dad was lucid but I don’t know why he told me that. I suspect it could have somehow been triggered by the release of Close Encounters movie because I know for certain he mentioned the name of that movie on the same day. He disliked that I was a huge Star Trek fan - I was a total geek. His position on sci-fi as silly fiction was so strong that it surprised me that he would even say anything related to “aliens” to me. I got the impression that Close Encounters somehow seemed more real and less fictional to him. Silly young me was so taken aback that I never quizzed nor challenged him on that single statement.
 
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Wands have you ever considered that you may have a birth connection with the Alien contact at the base? Not saying you are a hybrid but possible DNA tweaking ? You have some amazing abilities and the coincidences in your life are astounding.
 
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Thank you for sharing your story with us Jay. I’m sorry to find that you experienced so much fear on those occasions. And, I’m glad to know that you’re still a functioning adult.

I used to have paralyzing fear of the dark until aged 16. I don’t know what caused it but it stopped quite suddenly. Had I ever seen anything like what you described, I could certainly understand a possible cause.

Since you recount several similar occurrences over time, do you think you were targeted purposely?
I do think I was targeted. I'm guessing my brother and at least one of my sisters have also been abducted. I just read an article that stated people Celtic descent seemed to be abducted more often. I don't know if that's true, but according to a dna test I took, I'm 95% Celtic. Maybe that had something to do with it.
 
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I do think I was targeted. I'm guessing my brother and at least one of my sisters have also been abducted. I just read an article that stated people Celtic descent seemed to be abducted more often. I don't know if that's true, but according to a dna test I took, I'm 95% Celtic. Maybe that had something to do with it.
Do you have RH negative blood too? I’ve heard that is also a factor.
 
I’m known here on the PNF as mostly a psychic mystic but I do have a very minor (in count) set of UFO related experiences too. I can’t recall accurately, as I tend to share here pretty freely, which of the following three occurrences I’ve shared before. I know the first part of the first experience has been shared though. I’ll abbreviate all to fit them into one post.

1. As documented in Project Blue Book, a UFO was reported over the military base where I was (conceived and) born just eight months before my birth. I was born prematurely too.

2. In the very early 1970s, my Dad used to very routinely take me to a local donut shop for breakfast on the way to school. This would have been between fifth and seventh grades. One morning when I was not with him, another patron at the donut shop gave my Dad something which she asked him to “give to your son.” It was a UFO magazine and a one page original (first generation) typewritten list of UFO references - essentially a bibliography. I still have both stored in a box somewhere in my garage. Though I recall that woman from many prior visits to the donut shop - she stood out because she looked like someone who was about 10 years behind the times with dress and hairstyle - we did not see her again after that event. I have never looked into any of the references on that typewritten page.

3. My Dad was a career service man and civil servant doing most of his work in the areas of security and safety. Through Freedom of Information Act, my brother has been able to gain a documented history of most of his service with exception of a couple of years when he was stationed at Tyndall AFB (where I was born) and Cape Canaveral AFB. At some point in late 1977, my Dad took me aside kind of randomly, and told me that, “The government DOES have possession of alien bodies...”. My Dad was lucid but I don’t know why he told me that. I suspect it could have somehow been triggered by the release of Close Encounters movie because I know for certain he mentioned the name of that movie on the same day. He disliked that I was a huge Star Trek fan - I was a total geek. His position on sci-fi as silly fiction was so strong that it surprised me that he would even say anything related to “aliens” to me. I got the impression that Close Encounters somehow seemed more real and less fictional to him. Silly young me was so taken aback that I never quizzed nor challenged him on that single statement.
Wow. have you ever been abducted? I'm guessing you have based on this account. The Close Encounters movie is also one of my favorites. The UFO's in that movie seemed to be very similar to the ones I would "dream" about. I didn't see that movie until after I started having the UFO nightmares.
 
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