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I’am a huge lover of the arcana and the tarot cards. Honestly, tarot cards are probably one of my favorite ways of reading a person and their life situation, or even what’s going on behind my own back, or understanding what a spiritual guide wants to say.
At the start, I was told to never do tarot readings after the dusk because I was terribly inexperienced with protecting my auric field and plus, I was easy to target by anything negative at that time because of my own pessimistic nature. I was told by the one who’s teaching me that tarot cards or any cards that are used for future telling, and the way they are put, can call in certain spirits depending on your emotional state.
Being ignorant and not ready, I would use my cards for pessimistic reasons, VERY heavy energy. I would often do tarot on the internet but I wanted to learn in real life as well. So, what did I do? I chose the most possible wrong way of practicing my cards. Always on nights, with negative energy, and questions that were also fueled by negativity. I don’t think doing cards on night was the difference, it was my own energy that brought the next thing to me. I wouldn’t put my cards back as a whole pile and I would just let them laying there after my readings, even throughout the whole night. And this would draw in any spirit because of this way of ‘calling in certain spirits depending on your emotions’ during the readings.
For days, a dark being on the corner of my room had made itself comfortable there and would enjoy my pessimism. I couldn’t sense it, because I was used to the same energy it was living on, negativity. And it would just feed upon my energy. I know this thing came in the time I was learning on how to read tarot cards, because immediately after a few days I had started my card readings, my friend came one day and told me my room smelled like it had caught fire, we checked everything that could be related to electrical issues, but everything was fine. The fire didn’t smell normal anyway, it smelled like a fire that had flesh burning in it. We literally prayed and threw holy water around the room for this to go away.
Once we spread the holy water around the corners of the room, the smell became worse. But after a while of saying prayers, a flowery smell came in, and I smelled it too this time. If it wasn’t for her, I would have never felt this thing being there. For the rest of the week I would see light balls around the house. And that’s how I learned to never play with divination tools or anything related on how to do even helpful magic until I would be ready. I’m still not ready for much, but I became very good with tarot.
At the start, I was told to never do tarot readings after the dusk because I was terribly inexperienced with protecting my auric field and plus, I was easy to target by anything negative at that time because of my own pessimistic nature. I was told by the one who’s teaching me that tarot cards or any cards that are used for future telling, and the way they are put, can call in certain spirits depending on your emotional state.
Being ignorant and not ready, I would use my cards for pessimistic reasons, VERY heavy energy. I would often do tarot on the internet but I wanted to learn in real life as well. So, what did I do? I chose the most possible wrong way of practicing my cards. Always on nights, with negative energy, and questions that were also fueled by negativity. I don’t think doing cards on night was the difference, it was my own energy that brought the next thing to me. I wouldn’t put my cards back as a whole pile and I would just let them laying there after my readings, even throughout the whole night. And this would draw in any spirit because of this way of ‘calling in certain spirits depending on your emotions’ during the readings.
For days, a dark being on the corner of my room had made itself comfortable there and would enjoy my pessimism. I couldn’t sense it, because I was used to the same energy it was living on, negativity. And it would just feed upon my energy. I know this thing came in the time I was learning on how to read tarot cards, because immediately after a few days I had started my card readings, my friend came one day and told me my room smelled like it had caught fire, we checked everything that could be related to electrical issues, but everything was fine. The fire didn’t smell normal anyway, it smelled like a fire that had flesh burning in it. We literally prayed and threw holy water around the room for this to go away.
Once we spread the holy water around the corners of the room, the smell became worse. But after a while of saying prayers, a flowery smell came in, and I smelled it too this time. If it wasn’t for her, I would have never felt this thing being there. For the rest of the week I would see light balls around the house. And that’s how I learned to never play with divination tools or anything related on how to do even helpful magic until I would be ready. I’m still not ready for much, but I became very good with tarot.
