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Hi and hello to everyone!

First of all.. if my english is crappy... sorry, I am from Germany soooooo there might be some mistakes.

So it took me a while to share my experiences because I don't wanna be called crazy or anything like that. In Germany it's not that common to talk about stuff like this... And in the german forums.. well they mostly try to talk you out of it and it's rare that you are taken serious.

Since I was little I had things happening around me, mostly hearing voices that i could not explain at all. The oldest memory I have is when I was about 5-7 years old. I was in my room. Alone. Windows were closed. I had some kind of "self-knited" pillow case hanging on my wall... it depicted a smiliing clown. All of a sudden I heard a voice clear as day saying in german "hello". As you can imagine I freaked and ran to my mother and asked her if someone was close to my room but she told me that no one was but I didnt tell her why I asked.

For some years now I live alone with my daughter in this apartment. It started about 5-6 years ago I think. First I noticed some kind of shadows moving around in the corner of my eyes. One day I finally opened up to my best friend about it and she believed me, she even told me she saw things herself here. Then one night... I woke up and as soon as i opened my eyes I saw a dark figure standing on the other side of the bed. I got so scared that I sat up in my bed and when I checked again it was gone. So I thought about ways to capture it just to prove to myself that I am not completly going crazy. My ex installed a Nightvision Cam in my bedroom, since everything happens around here. I started reviewing those clips from each night but I couldn't capture any movement but voices. Most of the times it was again a simple "hello", or my name and the name of my friend being called too. A lot of timed I even heard it with my own ears and when I reviewed that moment on the Cam you could clearly hear someone saying something. The voices are really quick and watery in the tone.
One of those were quite funny... I was turning around in my bed, visible on the cam footage and my legs were shown after that following that I heard a surprised "oh!" and then some giggling.
Sometimes it feels like I am being touched but not in a bad way more comforting and loving. Another time it felt like a hand brushing down from the top of my head to my cheek.

Well I still feel like I am crazy or imagining these things but since I have captured it less than before.

Thanks for reading and for your replies on this
Sono

PS: My sister send me a picture a while ago. She was with her husband and son on a vacation and she took this photo from inside the house. Let's see if you can see what we saw. You have to zoom in to the picture to see it better (sorry I don't know how to post it bigger than this)
 

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Hello Sono,
First off welcome! Great group here!
Second your English better then my small amount of German I know!:D
Ok and your right German's don't want wanna hear nor talk about it or wanna believe, my grandpa and his family came from Germany and my grandpa would scruff and be like
"Nien" hush Geister nicht real!
But unfortunately ghost/spirits they are all over can't stop them. More so if you have an ability we are like beacons to them. If they know you can hear them they will be like she heard us! Does that mean your crazy? Nope. Cause I been crazy then for the last 35 yrs, since I been 12.
As for the picture do you mean the orb? That's what I seen.
 
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Hey ParaMom and Debi!
Thanks to both of you.

@ParaMom: Haha, yeah exactly my point! I told my mother and she was half believing and when I tried to show her some of my footage she seemed more "not interessted" in it.

Nope, not the orb (i think that one is just dirt on the window) but you were almost there... to the right of the orb is a shadowy dog figure, to me it looks like a Collie. You can clearly (at least i see it that way) the snout, the frontlegs, the tail a bit. And another thing I see, but my sister disagrees with me on that one: there is some kind of hand reaching for the dog. It can't be the hand of my nephew... as you can see he is facing his mother with his back. Plus maybe there is a little boys shadow bending over the legs of my brother in law? OR maybe i am imagining things! everything is possible :p
Oh yeah i remembered now, after my sister took the pic and she saw the dog they went on a little walk and they found an old and abondened dog-house near the house they were staying. At least that's what she told me.

And I forgot something... on my first nights I started recording myself, it started with what sounded like my window is being closed but with a lot of force and that the blinds would smash against the window... but my windows were closed. On my footage you can see me react to it and it happened once my friend was staying here for the night too. We both sleep pretty deep but at that night we reacted to it in our sleeps, but we can't remember that :sweatsmile:
 
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Hey ParaMom and Debi!
Thanks to both of you.

@ParaMom: Haha, yeah exactly my point! I told my mother and she was half believing and when I tried to show her some of my footage she seemed more "not interessted" in it.

Nope, not the orb (i think that one is just dirt on the window) but you were almost there... to the right of the orb is a shadowy dog figure, to me it looks like a Collie. You can clearly (at least i see it that way) the snout, the frontlegs, the tail a bit. And another thing I see, but my sister disagrees with me on that one: there is some kind of hand reaching for the dog. It can't be the hand of my nephew... as you can see he is facing his mother with his back. Plus maybe there is a little boys shadow bending over the legs of my brother in law? OR maybe i am imagining things! everything is possible :p
Oh yeah i remembered now, after my sister took the pic and she saw the dog they went on a little walk and they found an old and abondened dog-house near the house they were staying. At least that's what she told me.

And I forgot something... on my first nights I started recording myself, it started with what sounded like my window is being closed but with a lot of force and that the blinds would smash against the window... but my windows were closed. On my footage you can see me react to it and it happened once my friend was staying here for the night too. We both sleep pretty deep but at that night we reacted to it in our sleeps, but we can't remember that :sweatsmile:
Hey ParaMom and Debi!
Thanks to both of you.

@ParaMom: Haha, yeah exactly my point! I told my mother and she was half believing and when I tried to show her some of my footage she seemed more "not interessted" in it.

Nope, not the orb (i think that one is just dirt on the window) but you were almost there... to the right of the orb is a shadowy dog figure, to me it looks like a Collie. You can clearly (at least i see it that way) the snout, the frontlegs, the tail a bit. And another thing I see, but my sister disagrees with me on that one: there is some kind of hand reaching for the dog. It can't be the hand of my nephew... as you can see he is facing his mother with his back. Plus maybe there is a little boys shadow bending over the legs of my brother in law? OR maybe i am imagining things! everything is possible :p
Oh yeah i remembered now, after my sister took the pic and she saw the dog they went on a little walk and they found an old and abondened dog-house near the house they were staying. At least that's what she told me.

And I forgot something... on my first nights I started recording myself, it started with what sounded like my window is being closed but with a lot of force and that the blinds would smash against the window... but my windows were closed. On my footage you can see me react to it and it happened once my friend was staying here for the night too. We both sleep pretty deep but at that night we reacted to it in our sleeps, but we can't remember that :sweatsmile:


Ok now u got to see what your talking about I will need my glasses. Lawd getting old!
 
Yay! You found him! Okay i did some "marking" myself, these are the things I see in that pic: Black circle - Doggy, Red circle - Hand, Blue circle - Shadowy thing.

And yeeeeah, I know that problem with glasses... damn eyes!
 

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Yay! You found him! Okay i did some "marking" myself, these are the things I see in that pic: Black circle - Doggy, Red circle - Hand, Blue circle - Shadowy thing.

And yeeeeah, I know that problem with glasses... damn eyes!

Yep seen the hand yeah glasses make me feel older
 
Hi and hello to everyone!

First of all.. if my english is crappy... sorry, I am from Germany soooooo there might be some mistakes.

So it took me a while to share my experiences because I don't wanna be called crazy or anything like that. In Germany it's not that common to talk about stuff like this... And in the german forums.. well they mostly try to talk you out of it and it's rare that you are taken serious.

Since I was little I had things happening around me, mostly hearing voices that i could not explain at all. The oldest memory I have is when I was about 5-7 years old. I was in my room. Alone. Windows were closed. I had some kind of "self-knited" pillow case hanging on my wall... it depicted a smiliing clown. All of a sudden I heard a voice clear as day saying in german "hello". As you can imagine I freaked and ran to my mother and asked her if someone was close to my room but she told me that no one was but I didnt tell her why I asked.

For some years now I live alone with my daughter in this apartment. It started about 5-6 years ago I think. First I noticed some kind of shadows moving around in the corner of my eyes. One day I finally opened up to my best friend about it and she believed me, she even told me she saw things herself here. Then one night... I woke up and as soon as i opened my eyes I saw a dark figure standing on the other side of the bed. I got so scared that I sat up in my bed and when I checked again it was gone. So I thought about ways to capture it just to prove to myself that I am not completly going crazy. My ex installed a Nightvision Cam in my bedroom, since everything happens around here. I started reviewing those clips from each night but I couldn't capture any movement but voices. Most of the times it was again a simple "hello", or my name and the name of my friend being called too. A lot of timed I even heard it with my own ears and when I reviewed that moment on the Cam you could clearly hear someone saying something. The voices are really quick and watery in the tone.
One of those were quite funny... I was turning around in my bed, visible on the cam footage and my legs were shown after that following that I heard a surprised "oh!" and then some giggling.
Sometimes it feels like I am being touched but not in a bad way more comforting and loving. Another time it felt like a hand brushing down from the top of my head to my cheek.

Well I still feel like I am crazy or imagining these things but since I have captured it less than before.

Thanks for reading and for your replies on this
Sono

PS: My sister send me a picture a while ago. She was with her husband and son on a vacation and she took this photo from inside the house. Let's see if you can see what we saw. You have to zoom in to the picture to see it better (sorry I don't know how to post it bigger than this)

Welcome, feel free to share your strange experiences, no one here is going to judge.

Shadows, I see. The first thing I’m going to say is to not give attention to those beings, that’s what a being like that usually wants, at least from my experience. Now, the reason why you started witnessing weird things in that apartment could be due to many reasons. It really depends on yourself to understand what this is all about.

If the experiences you’re having are similar to that one you described when you were a kid, then maybe it’s the same thing from when you were a kid and it has returned more intensely for some reasons. And if your best friend can feel these strange things too then I can surely say it’s not your imagination.

Unfortunately I can’t explain why these shadows are being comforting to you while you sleep, even if I had the same experiences myself. Most people out there might tell you they’re there to harm you, and that these things all come from satan’s kingdom or something like that. But, if you don’t have a bad instinct yourself about these shadows, then I don’t think they’re there to hurt you.

Really, it depends on you to discover what they want, or why they don’t leave. I don’t think your apartment is haunted or anything like that in this case. Your emotional and mental state could also explain why the shadows are there. Since some shadows feed on your negativity.

I’m sorry I couldn’t be of much help on this. Good luck.
 
Hey Fantasio!

Thanks for your reply and for your opinion. Any opinion is some kind of help :D
That shadow being I saw only once, as I said it's more voices I hear. And yeah I am not the slightest afraid of anything that resides with me, that night I was more shocked by surprise... I mean, when do you expect something like that happening to you, right?

In my opinion these spirits are always around me, kind of traveling with me.
Oh yeah i forgot, sometimes my clock stops working, eventhough the batteries are full and you can hear the clock ticking. Like in the morning it says a different time as it should and I don't change the batteries I just set the time right and it works just fine. Sometimes my mouse on the screen moves by itself without me touching the table, cable or mouse at all. It feels more like they want me to know that they are with me instead of "haunting" me.