Possibly heavily affected

[Herbal Jaguar]

Hello PF,

Just had a disturbing experience. So me and my wife had spent some time last night in the town that our previous apartment was in that we had those really bad attacks. We were actually talking with the only other 2 people who had lived in that apartment with us, my wife's mother, and my wife's brother. We talked about our past experiences a bit among lots of other things. Mainly we just talked about the best most intelligent positive EVP's, like an indian man saying a Sanskrit word hours after had visited a hindu temple. And we celebrated making it out of those apartments, as 3 people have died there since we moved out. We talked about how when we asked how many spirits have we freed, we got a response saying "hundreds".

This morning I woke up an hour earlier than my wife, and I was fine the whole time. Just kind of waiting for her and missing her, but I was doing my own thing. Then she woke up, and here's where it gets weird. I heard her say that she just woke up so she is going to be upset. Then we started arguing about clutter in the room, and I just get super angry and go to start cleaning, and all the dogs run away as soon as I get angry. She tells me that I am being affected and that she can see "M" (whom i wrote about before) with his white shirt and blue jeans behind my should smirking at her. She tells me to leave the room and I leave and then she wont let me in and it makes me even more angry. Then I realize I am about to break the door down so I can't do that I and I leave but I feel like I want to break things and like punch someone, which is very very unlike me. I went outside and I was still raging but she came out and calmed me down and she calmed me down by telling me everything about M again and then I tell her that what got me really upset to start was the comment she made that because she just woke up she can be angry, but I can't. Then she tells me that she never said that..... but
I thought I heard her say that 3-4 times. I calmed down more and realized that a lot of what I thought didn't make sense...

Could that experience because we were so near to our experiences, (like 1-2 miles away is where they live now), and we were celebrating us "making it out", could that have pissed him off? I think it's possible. Interestingly, at night on the day I was attacked randomly my wife's mom said I am always getting randomly attacked and she wonders if it has something to do with a imprint from my stepdad's satanism. Another interesting bit is she gave me st michael's prayer for angel warriors. My wife also realized that the age I am now is the age that my stepdad was involved in his satanism and sacrifices. Could that be another link? Disturbing, suffice to say I am increasing cleansing and blessing and dont really wanna spend a significant time in that town. What's unfortunate is that my old apartment is directly off the interstate highway. So every time we drive north we drive by it. And anytime we are heading back south we pass it even closer. Also have to say again that I have never been a angry person. My family always says that since I was a kid I have always been very kind and loving and even people have tried to get me to hit them I never do. But I definitely didn't feel right, and I had tunnel vision.

Feeling fine now, just disturbed and I feel violated that a spirit would use me as a conduit for that. Going to also work on not allowing things to "jump in" as the paranormal investigators once told me that old apartment. They told me I was possibly a medium and had some psychic abilities. My mom has called me a empath, my aunt has called me a empath, my wife's mom told me last night I am empath and that me, my wife, and my wife's mom can all channel.

Could this continued attack be because of the hundreds we could have freed at that demonic nest/fort?

 

[Debi]

HJ, once a demon has "known" you, we believe they "tag" you so you are an easy find. Most who deal with this as a profession are aware of this problem. Once again, demons live outside of space/time/locations. They can be anywhere, anytime, and can even cause trouble for investigators BEFORE THEY GO TO THE CASE. Once again, space/time/location is not a boundery to them as it is to us.

What it comes down to is protection. An empath, channel, etc., has to put up shields. Whatever your faith is, you better be walking the talk, keeping a positive attitude, and be strong in the belief you have the right to rebuke these things and refuse them control of self. You need to use the basics for cleansing yourself, but also build up some walls of protection. This is through intention. And one cannot do that living in fear so once again, whatever your faith is, use it to walk this world with a positive attitude and faith.

Living with the past knowledge of your dad's acts needs to be put in the past and released. You need to go forward in life with these intentions of protection around you and your family. What he did can be undone simply by you moving forward in faith and intention to live your best life. As an empath, you will need to learn when the feelings are yours, not someone/thing other than yourself. It's a common problem for us. When you are feeling something, stop and ask yourself "Why am I feeling this?" If there is no apparant logical answer, then look around and see who you might be picking up. Takes practice, but you will soon learn what your feelings are vs. something else from another source.

 

[Charleh]

Spirit Attachments are something of an “occupational hazard” for people like us. Like welders and lung disease. As for feeling this rage, the spirit may not have even have to link to you to make you feel like that, simply because empaths are already Inclined to pick up on that. Which is why the first time I cleansed my home I ended up in a pretty vicious shouting match, cussing at the demon in there. Have you worked on shielding?

 

[Paintman]

HJ, once again a very interesting read. Let me add something to Charleh and Debi's observations. I'm just throwing this out here as a generalization and not directed to you personally. After a successful cleansing, how can a negative entity reattach itself to you? Or once again begin to oppress you?
1. Your body or mind maybe under great stress. This can include illness, anxiety, grief, intoxication, family disharmony, or any one of life's disasters. The point is a negative entity senses weakness.
2. The opposite is also true. Don't get cocky thinking you've beat that thing. A negative entity can use your vanity against you. Just my observation, but the seven deadly sins can and will be used against you.
3. A cleansing is not a one-time event. Even after finding relief. Especially after finding relief. Put that ritual on a schedule.

In the Catholic Church it's common practice to have your home blessed once a year. A priest or Deacon can do that. Let me preface this with saying I don't go looking for ghosts. But I protect myself with several things in the Catholic Church. The outward signs are Crucifixes over my doors, a little container of holy water, and a little statue of St Francis outside to take care of the animals.
The inward signs are a disciplined prayer life, and listening to the Catholic radio station to hear the daily readings, and a communal prayer - you can call that a daily mass intention exercise.
( Many of these radio shows would make Art Bell jealous)
My 2cents..
Best of luck HJ.

 

[Aces]

Love & Light to you and your family

 

[Lynne]

HJ, once again a very interesting read. Let me add something to Charleh and Debi's observations. I'm just throwing this out here as a generalization and not directed to you personally. After a successful cleansing, how can a negative entity reattach itself to you? Or once again begin to oppress you?
1. Your body or mind maybe under great stress. This can include illness, anxiety, grief, intoxication, family disharmony, or any one of life's disasters. The point is a negative entity senses weakness.
2. The opposite is also true. Don't get cocky thinking you've beat that thing. A negative entity can use your vanity against you. Just my observation, but the seven deadly sins can and will be used against you.
3. A cleansing is not a one-time event. Even after finding relief. Especially after finding relief. Put that ritual on a schedule.

In the Catholic Church it's common practice to have your home blessed once a year. A priest or Deacon can do that. Let me preface this with saying I don't go looking for ghosts. But I protect myself with several things in the Catholic Church. The outward signs are Crucifixes over my doors, a little container of holy water, and a little statue of St Francis outside to take care of the animals.
The inward signs are a disciplined prayer life, and listening to the Catholic radio station to hear the daily readings, and a communal prayer - you can call that a daily mass intention exercise.
( Many of these radio shows would make Art Bell jealous)
My 2cents..
Best of luck HJ.

Yay! Clapping!! Great advice.

 

[Lynne]

HJ first off sorry that happened to you. I think in the future avoiding that town to visit is best. Driving by is brief and you can pray as you pass. Advising your extended family to steer clear may be good advice too. As Debi says you are probably tagged. Why poke the bull. You are out of there and dwelling on it or revisiting that situation flags the negative.

Keep up your prayers and intentions. Keep us posted.

 

[Herbal Jaguar]

Small part I forgot to mention is an update on my wife's brother who was severely affected in that apartment, he has made a good recovery and is still recovering. He now says he was taken over and that wasn't him. That he now acknowledges spirits exists and he is now a believer. As well my wife's mom is now a believer, and another friend of the family was made a believer after he was attacked there.

So that apartment 3 people believers. Really good news that my wife's brother is doing good. We are hugging and talking now.

 

[Lynne]

Small part I forgot to mention is an update on my wife's brother who was severely affected in that apartment, he has made a good recovery and is still recovering. He now says he was taken over and that wasn't him. That he now acknowledges spirits exists and he is now a believer. As well my wife's mom is now a believer, and another friend of the family was made a believer after he was attacked there.

So that apartment 3 people believers. Really good news that my wife's brother is doing good. We are hugging and talking now.

It’s amazing how God got the victory. If these three souls were saved from an etirnity in hell it was well worth the battle. I’m saying this because I know we are of the Christian Faith. For others reading this is just that perspective. Great news HJ.

 

[Donna K.]

Just had a disturbing experience. So me and my wife had spent some time last night in the town that our previous apartment was in that we had those really bad attacks. We were actually talking with the only other 2 people who had lived in that apartment with us, my wife's mother, and my wife's brother. We talked about our past experiences a bit among lots of other things. Mainly we just talked about the best most intelligent positive EVP's, like an indian man saying a Sanskrit word hours after had visited a hindu temple. And we celebrated making it out of those apartments, as 3 people have died there since we moved out. We talked about how when we asked how many spirits have we freed, we got a response saying "hundreds".

Could that experience because we were so near to our experiences, (like 1-2 miles away is where they live now), and we were celebrating us "making it out", could that have pissed him off?

I wanted to throw out my thoughts here. Observation's so to speak. Because I have lived similar experience's and eventually on quite a grand scale of Spiritual diminishment and pain, before I got it. You actually have not escaped that apartment/space. You carry it with you. The apartment is beside the point. This kind of negative energy generates/thrive's in certain area's whether there is a structure or not. This kind of negative energy is generally very ancient and mindless. When people walk into such an area that energy seep's into them like a virus would. On a cellular level so to speak. And just like a virus there will be symptoms. Even death sometimes... depending on the hosts immune system and action's after infection. The turning on one another, rage's, accusation's, and most importantly, the animals fleeing that circumstance... these are advanced symptoms. The virus does not care who you are, why you are, or even if you are. Its only thought is to feed and propagate... survival.

You are acknowledging, upholding, strengthening, and passing on this energy every time you speak it. Like a sneeze. I get it... more than you could know. Which is why I am posting to this at all. But, it has to stop... You have to stop... letting this thing dominate your thoughts and conversations. Your life/s. That is the first and the hardest (agonizing actually) step in treating the symptoms. Do not speak it. Because things can become much worse... horrific even... if you do not smother this energy out.

Don't get cocky thinking you've beat that thing. A negative entity can use your vanity against you.

Then, be ever mindful...

The outward signs are Crucifixes over my doors, a little container of holy water, and a little statue of St Francis outside to take care of the animals.