Cool Dad !So I read him the gospel of John and he calmed right down.
Cool Dad !So I read him the gospel of John and he calmed right down.
Let me first say that you've been given some very good advice by the others here, and although nobody will demand or tell you to do this or that, in my experience there is no such thing as a beneficial spirit that ever demands anything. If you go through stories of those with guardian entities, you will never, ever come across a tale where the entity wanted payment of any kind. What you have described is a classic personal 'haunting'. Here, you have something the entity wants, and it's gone through a fairly typical progression to convince you it's ok. You say you're mentally exhausted. I would wager a fair amount that the exhaustion you feel is caused or at least exacerbated by the constant presence around you.I would like to add that I’m worn out mentally due to things I have been through in life, from a very young age. This has lead me to not having a will to fight in different situations. I pick my battles very carefully. And since I haven’t been able to see the severity of this situation, this is not a battle I have picked. Starting to realize I should have, though...
Ah the notorious ouija board. Lots of kids use those things and deal with the consequence of having spirits mess around with you for the next decade. I know from experience. Do you think that may have caused this attachment?
Let me first say that you've been given some very good advice by the others here, and although nobody will demand or tell you to do this or that, in my experience there is no such thing as a beneficial spirit that ever demands anything. If you go through stories of those with guardian entities, you will never, ever come across a tale where the entity wanted payment of any kind. What you have described is a classic personal 'haunting'. Here, you have something the entity wants, and it's gone through a fairly typical progression to convince you it's ok. You say you're mentally exhausted. I would wager a fair amount that the exhaustion you feel is caused or at least exacerbated by the constant presence around you.
The good news is that you can get rid of such spirits. They're generally far weaker than living humans (and you can tell by the fact that this one doesn't simply take what it wants with no nevermind as to what you think about it), but getting rid of it can take time. You have to be resolute, consistent, and exert yourself, and it can be trying. But, it is a short term process for a long-term gain. I highly encourage you to lean on the others here for methodology. And we will all be here to help support you.
Emo, you can also burn sage or Palo Santo wood to help cleanse your home of this entity. Easily found online. Just be sure to have it smoking well, go through your home with it in every corner and crevice. Reciting the prayer I gave you helps this process. If you can get some holy water, you can make the sign off the cross over your doorways as well. There are other things that can be done, but since you are new to the paranormal, let's start you with this.
Another thing I highly suggest is to ask a member of the clergy of your choice to come to do a house blessing. You don't have to be a member of a church to ask for this.
That can and does happen when something is demonic or very, very negative. So far, the entity has responded to you by backing off when you tell it to, so it may not react at all or perhaps have a minor reaction to being told to move along. Better to confront and fight back now before it gets worse or more deeply embedded in your life.OK, I'll see what i can find. And I'll look into getting someone to do the house-blessing.
I have a possibly silly question, but I'll ask anyway: I've seen a lot of horror-movies. And every time they try to bless the home, whatever's haunting the place gets really angry and then everything gets really really bad. I have to know if there is anything realistic at all about that? I know they have to exaggerate in order to get people to watch the movies, but is that a reaction that may happen in the real world?
That can and does happen when something is demonic or very, very negative. So far, the entity has responded to you by backing off when you tell it to, so it may not react at all or perhaps have a minor reaction to being told to move along. Better to confront and fight back now before it gets worse or more deeply embedded in your life.
Hon, I sense you have some strength to you. Stand your ground and have no fear of it. This is your realm, your home, your life. Claim it and stand firm.OK, thank you. It's good to know just in case. That way I won't be as surprised and it will be easier to stand my ground if it happens.