A bit confused...

:DLet's just give a little bit of time to see if your advices will work. I have faith in it because l know that if somebody else cares for me, it is much more stronger then my prayers. And if l am out of this, nothing can stop me again. There are 4 weeks left.:) thank you all.

By the way, have you ever heard about an italian guy named Gustavo Rol?!
You say there is 4 weeks left , what are you referring to if I may ask!
 
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Yes an Italian painter and miracle worker from Turin Italy.

I’m afraid I don’t have any other advice for you. If you say nothing works for you then you give up your power to change your circumstances. I would say try to look for positives even if they are small. Is it possible for you to move? It sounds like you are surrounded by people you do not like. Is your husband supportive? I will continue to keep you in prayer. Gods peace be with you.
Yes an Italian painter and miracle worker from Turin Italy.

I’m afraid I don’t have any other advice for you. If you say nothing works for you then you give up your power to change your circumstances. I would say try to look for positives even if they are small. Is it possible for you to move? It sounds like you are surrounded by people you do not like. Is your husband supportive? I will continue to keep you in prayer. Gods peace be with you.

Lynn, my husband loves me. And you did a lot for me. I was happy all day. Unworthy people don't exist for me. They are simply invisibile.

I have no problem socializing with educated people, problem is where to find them ?!
Well, l found this group, l feel great in here and l had an incredible day today. I finaly succede to make some order here. Must be something that came from outsid, some sorta of positive energy, or is just my immagination. I don't care what it is as long as it works. Yuuuppy!!!

OK, Gustavo Rol had similar abilities as Edgar Cayce. He could access the Akashic Records. He could do even more: He was able to manipulate time somehow. A very wird story it was that he introduce the REAL Casanova to Fellini, in order to get information for the Casanova movie directly from source.
He was not at all the positive Casanova the legend says. Just see the Fellini movie. It is real.

I know that he gave advices to Zeffirelli, for making Jesus of Nazareth.

And guess what: l use to be an atheist, but first time l saw that movie, l had the Revelation. In the exact moment Robert Powell said Jesus words "I am the way and the truth and the life", l felt like a window opening in brain and l FELT like it was the truth . l just knew that God exists and those were His words.

Finding out that Zeffirelli had his info to make the movie from the Akashic Records was shocking for me. But l am happy with it. It's one more prove that God speaks to ordinary people.

Gustavo Roll said also that Italy, in 2030 (l'm not sure it was exactly 2030) will have a popolation of 120 milions, with 60% black population. Do you find this information familiar?! Because l live here and l am just watching it come true.

What do you think?!
 
You say there is 4 weeks left , what are you referring to if I may ask!
Oh, nothing, ordinary nasty things. It is difficult finding work here. And when you do, they won't pay.

So, l have opened my on-line shop. But l hate to deal with it. I am a disaster making pubblicity.

Besides, after l create one design, l get bored with it and go to create another one, ending up by having lots and lots of unfinished work. I think l act like this for keeping my depression away.

I discover an ingenious new tecnique to produce incredible gorgeous persian carpets without the use of the huge industrial machines, but l cannot find investor. Except one, the Marzotto Project. They are waiting for my business plan. Only l am not a businesswoman. I am a fashion designer. I know nothing of this stuff. So, l have 2 choices: make my shop work, or be elected by the Marzotto Project. I have less than 1 month to finish and sell my collection.

If not, well...naaasty, story of my life.
Smile, tomorrow will be worse!!

PS: you can't see me, but l'm laughing. I'll tell you some other time why, just record me about an unic rose.
 
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Hello Shanice. Strange things happen to all of us. I think that's why we all wound up here. I have a hard time telling certain things because I don't want to believe them myself, it's almost like something happens at certain times in our lives like retrograde and we remember it for the rest of our lives.
la magie ne peut pas vivre dans l'anime. Les fausses histoires ne passent jamais inaperçues, mais nous vous souhaitons la bienvenue sur le forum. Pardonnez mon italien mais je ne le parle pas bien.

Forgive my Spanish I do not speak it well.
 
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Shanice I’m glad you found something helpful in our words. God bless you and give you wisdom in the coming weeks.
 
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Hello Shanice. Strange things happen to all of us. I think that's why we all wound up here. I have a hard time telling certain things because I don't want to believe them myself, it's almost like something happens at certain times in our lives like retrograde and we remember it for the rest of our lives.
la magie ne peut pas vivre dans l'anime. Les fausses histoires ne passent jamais inaperçues, mais nous vous souhaitons la bienvenue sur le forum. Pardonnez mon italien mais je ne le parle pas bien.

Forgive my Spanish I do not speak it well.
Hello Armand, welcome! Don't be shy, just tell us what happened to you. I think that telling did well to me, and is the first time I see something is changing.

Besides, if you experiment similar things, maybe I could vive you some good advices.

No problem about the language barrier. Just keep it basic.
 
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Hello Armand, welcome! Don't be shy, just tell us what happened to you. I think that telling did well to me, and is the first time I see something is changing.

Besides, if you experiment similar things, maybe I could vive you some good advices.

No problem about the language barrier. Just keep it basic.
Okay, sometimes at night when i am asleep I wake up and cant move and I really gotta pee. ya know?
 
Well, thats a easy one: it is called hypnagogic paralysis. Lately the scientist due to the increased cases of reporting the same symptoms, start taking it in considerati on as a clinique condition, so they are only recently studying it. I sufferd the symptoms myself for a long period, but eventually it stopped and I am fine now. I was managing some how to open a little bit my eyes or move my eyes to watch through eyelids. That was enough to make me move. Try it next time.
 
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Well, thats a easy one: it is called hypnagogic paralysis. Lately the scientist due to the increased cases of reporting the same symptoms, start taking it in considerati on as a clinique condition, so they are only recently studying it. I sufferd the symptoms myself for a long period, but eventually it stopped and I am fine now. I was managing some how to open a little bit my eyes or move my eyes to watch through eyelids. That was enough to make me move. Try it next time.
Hypnagogia is specifically hallucinations occurring as you wake up. Then there are hypnopompic hallucinations, which occur before going to sleep. I don’t know why but the psychiatrists decided to differentiate the two.

And sleep paralysis happens when the serotonin that floods your nervous system in your sleep (so you don’t act our dreams) doesn’t flush out in time so you’re paralyzed for a few seconds.

Serotonin is also a strong hallucinogenic (Comparable to LSD) but with serotonin it’s always terrifying hallucinations. Nobody ever has a fun sleep paralysis episode.

I agree. A lot of it is more of a clinical problem rather than supernatural. But I’m convinced a few episodes could be demonic in nature.
 
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When faced with a situation that we dont quite understand fully it is best to open your mind to ideas that you may not have been open to in the past. Scary and unfamilir situations make us question our reality.....
Something that you may hold as truth can be altered by a single experience. Explore alternative solutions even if you feel that they may not work. The definition of insanity is doing something over and over again only to have the same results. If what you have been doing isnt working you must continue to try something different.
It is not my intention to offend anyone.....only to say that when you ask for help, be open to suggestions and try them. Putting yourself in a box that only allows for your ideas through will not resolve the problem.....only make your box smaller.
Again, my intention is not to offend anyone.....just my opinion....
 
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